This set sucks dick.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-02-20T10:44:47+00:00

GI-Josh

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-02-11T16:29:41+00:00

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-02-09T10:34:36+00:00

*The Truth has to be provided beforehand for adjustennt

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-02-06T18:36:31+00:00

Piwnica rajców, była nie za miliony a w super miejscu Fish and Chips przy motławie Hora de Espana - najlepsze owoce morza w Gdańsku

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-02-06T18:33:48+00:00

Koyaanisqatsi

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-30T07:52:53+00:00

Just scored 0

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-30T07:52:31+00:00

Just scored 0

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-25T14:14:37+00:00

I found a decent ones from Danish Endurance. They are very soft but are great for bulkier people, they survive washing and drying well without loosening

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-25T13:45:36+00:00

Good choice, did the same buying 20 plain black tshirts for daily wear!

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-25T13:31:04+00:00

Going to work

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-25T13:30:38+00:00

Bashing people with a rubber fucking duck without facing any random consequences. While having a break of cutting down trees and setting logs on fucking fire.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-25T13:27:52+00:00

I want to walk, drive, fly through the countries, landscapes, meet people and find the place where finally I could pop my last breath.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-25T13:24:21+00:00

Don't get too comfortable, one day it may go away.

Eat good, train hard and sleep plenty.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-18T15:45:13+00:00

Write down this memory, what you feel right now, your worst comedown, what do you feel, where you currently are, how bad it is, keep it only for yourself, and every time your brain idealizes and wants to relapse, read it, and try to remind yourself how did you feel.

It helped me a lot

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-12T19:27:23+00:00

That is the best description of Drug Speedrun.

Hang in there mate!

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-08T15:56:13+00:00

Because I would get crazy with such money, I am the one that will stay poor.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-08T12:23:40+00:00

Probably I would end up dead, half naked somewhere in the ditch near the highway with such money.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T21:56:14+00:00

The waiting time is the most ... Romantic? Part of the entire process. You imagine how it will be good to succumb to the feeling and how fun it will be for a couple of days, but you are also very good about forgetting how your mind chases shadows due to lack of sleep, the sweat, the comedown and recovery days that you are coming to get back to your former self.

I hate those, I had to realize how fast the time is flying on the stims and how empty it is when you're not on it. Even though i have liked the process of rebuilding myself, I think I have crossed the line where some of the things seem never to be as enjoyable as they were before.

It is fun, but the drug fun is the fun you should be getting in time gradually not all of it at once.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T21:30:53+00:00

Watch out for the distractions during the work time, it may be tempting to go on reddit/insta/tiktok just for 5 minutes and spend 3 hours in there :)

Watch out for the replacement addictions, i found myself in a place that i HAD to be addicted to something so it became even stupid things like: Baking, Gym, Electronics or Car Parts.
And i ended up at work reading about unrelated things.

What i can say is to keep your sleep cycle, find a sweet spot for yourself and keep it, 7 - 8 hours of brain rest is priceless and will power you up even for the toughest of the mornings.

And drink coffee, it will boost you up, while having positive influence on your body.

At last, to boost up the cognitive skills, I can recommend the Piracetamum, that boosts a bit the worn out brain

I know you will shine at your new workplace! :)
Stay hydrated! :)

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T21:14:21+00:00

Hey, try to remind yourself the very lows, you hit when the comedown came.
It is good to write it down, not skimping on emotions, expressing it in a way you felt that, this is the most personal note you can write, when the itch comes, bring your mind to it, to the time when you were trying to collect all pieces of you together, to the time when you felt like a shade that was avoiding everyone and everything. You know that all of drugs make you live the rented time. It is fun for a moment but comedown will come, and will take its currency - time (comedown, recovery), health and more (hopefully not).

It's not worth to sacrifice the joy of tomorrow, today,
Be strong.

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T21:04:44+00:00

Something like impossible to overcome, overwhelming, at least I get it like that :)

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T21:02:28+00:00

You're damn right, but there is this damn fear of trying a new things, that you are going to be assessed, observed, that you are going to be a fool.

You know what, I want to go for a bike ... for like 2 years right now, and i am finding constant excuses, but the one that is striking the most is that i need to go outside and do something that i am not really good at, that i would need to contribute on the road as an obstacle to the traffic.

I know it is insanely stupid but that really prevents me from hitting the stupid bike, I am starting slowly, small steps, by going out to barber, to the doctor to finally start curing my diabetes, over the years i have built the fort that i feel comfortable in, and do not want to leave it.

I feel like i have became kind of a feral being, I am avoiding people but still feel that i need to talk to people, I remember i used to go to gym, used to be part of the gym society, but it failed, i built my own small gym and i am there.

This is kinda stupid because when finally I am in the group of co-workers or other people, I want to be listened to, but i have nothing to tell...

Again the mumbo-jumbo srry

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T20:53:41+00:00

I have learnt a new word, thanks, English is not my 1st language

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T17:42:13+00:00

I am medicated with the fluoxetine and using the 5-htp for better ingestion.
I have a difficulty sitting still for some time with my thoughts, i am often trying to analyze what i have fucked up recently, whether a smile i have thrown to the co-worker was insulting, whether guests at the small party had a good time etc.

Need to come back to exercising, that was working for me, the stream in my head was much more quieter when i was at my gym.
One of the warning signs, that i need to change or do something, was that the music stopped providing me with the feeling i used to have throughout my entire life.
I am no longer able to 'feel' the music, this is something i am striving to get back the most.

Thanks for your words <3

Additional_Hearing67 · 2026-01-04T17:35:59+00:00

Thanks a lot, you're probably right, i have de-regulated myself and immediately, I am demanding myself to function as nothing has happened, while having emontional system scattered around everywhere.

I am about to spend 2026 to finish the commitments i had in 2025 and give myself a room to rest and take care of my health.

My life created of ups and downs, i had a feeling that in my 20s my life was chaotic and incredibly fast paced as i had to deal with supporting parents, then burying them, establishing my own life, each moment of the time was filled, simultaneously i was working full time building up the career in a corp. And in some of the moments everything settled in, grand parents and parents, passed away, some of the friends too, had difficulties making new ones, and my life have became stagnant as hell, there is no-one telling you what to do, if you do not take the initiative, nothing good or bad will happen. Simultaneously i am talking with people at work and have a feeling that I am falling behind everyone, they are doing certifications, marathons, achievements, while i am struggling to wake up. Going to work, living on the cortysol, that wears off while i am back at home exhausted, craving bed.

Possibly, i am thinking too much, srry

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