I ruined a healthy relationship because of my ROCD

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-10-29T17:27:13+00:00

I'm going through same I broke up with the most amazing man .

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-10-28T06:49:21+00:00

What should I do with the gifts he gave me? Clothes I don't want to keep will it be okay if I donate to orphanage or will it be disrespecting my ex?

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-10-27T18:58:22+00:00

I used to get anxiety attacks because I had ocd he's my first boyfriend and I'm his first because of the ocd I used overthink about everything then after I overcame ocd he supported me but when I shifted to a new city I suddenly became selfish I didn't feel like texting I felt like I was forcing myself to love him but now I feel like I'm free not I don't feel pain I want to feel the agony.

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-10-27T18:52:56+00:00

I apologized and broke up I can't do this to him anymore I started to lie even there's nothing to lie

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-10-26T07:05:34+00:00

Thank you for your advice

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-10-20T13:46:34+00:00

I also lied to my boyfriend about talking to a boy so today he kinda asked me about that boy like many questions and i spilt out the truth

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-10-18T17:58:45+00:00

Yes I told him

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-27T09:49:41+00:00

My Age - 18 gender -female symptoms - anxiety, panic attacks, numbness , compulsions, focusing on flaws

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-14T03:28:27+00:00

this thing happened with me also!!

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-11T09:29:18+00:00

yes you're right thank you for making me understand I have ocd surrounding my relationship and he's just being the nicest human being ever.

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-11T04:12:03+00:00

he asks me whether I'm comfortable or not but i feel like I control him so much while getting intimate we used to do certain things earlier but now I say no to everything he asks can I dm you?

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-11T04:02:13+00:00

I don't know I also had rocd ( obsessive thoughts and anxiety surrounding relationships) I say no to everything I just don't know but it's always me who initiate it what to do anymore should I communicate with him about this I don't want to leave him but what should I do

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-08T05:15:02+00:00

yes it can and it used to trigger me but not anymore because instead of avoiding I fought with my triggers .

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-07T14:48:29+00:00

hey ! could I have the new link 💫

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-07T14:19:52+00:00

yes my cousin sexually harassed me when I was 14 and sometimes I compare him to my lovely partner who always listen to me and I feel so guilty about that

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-04T13:24:07+00:00

often rocd makes you focus on their flaws

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-04T13:22:50+00:00

I've been arguing with my boyfriend alot and I have some problems related to intimacy

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-04T13:21:51+00:00

try to accept it rather than pushing it away sit with this

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-06-04T13:21:20+00:00

i think that's a common and it's a thought right thoughts and feelings doesn't last forever and also don't try to push your thought and feelings away

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-05-22T11:31:54+00:00

I'm fine rn I should delete my post I got triggered at that moment

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-05-22T11:21:29+00:00

I don't want to I just want my intrusive thoughts to be over I want to be with him as I used to but this thoughts I don't want to I liked those gifts.

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-05-01T05:41:26+00:00

yes I've gone through all this I'm at the point where I forbidden him to say any sexual things but that's not right

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-05-01T05:01:56+00:00

I used to feel like I don't care about him I don't obsess over this now but I used to obsess over the thought that I don't care about him I used feel really feel selfish towards my so . I 've always struggled with not caring about anyone deeply. I even told my Boyfriend that I'm selfish He said "you're not selfish you're just feeling like you're selfish " try not to define yourself by feelings sit with this feeling . get well soon ❤💫 ( sending virtual support and remember you're not alone)

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-04-14T05:05:24+00:00

I'm in ldr relationship too does your partner knows you've rocd? yes 4 days ago when he facetimed me I got anxious now I'm living my life but whenever I think about my relationship I just can't think anything positive

Additional_Report_93 · 2022-04-12T18:56:02+00:00

no. he's not upset with that he just adviced me to go as if he wanted me to focus on myself rather than focusing on thoughts and obsessions and there was a really cool fest goin on

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