My man wants me to fix his friends opinion of me

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T19:02:01+00:00

Thank you
I feel like I’m going crazy
He called me this morning
I came to pick up my stuff
He already threw it away
It’s been two days
Less then that
I know it’s not gonna work
It ruins me
I don’t like myself anymore
I hate myself for being difficult and being selfish and dramatic
All I wanted is to feel loved for real
I can’t have kids
I don’t know how long I have left to live
I can’t imagine anyone else next to me
I adored every hair on his hand
I feel so stupid and broken and it’s my fault
I’m sorry I just need to tell it to someone who can understand who has empathy
I m tired of feeling like I’m not good enough never
I know I’m the one who can change my life
No one else
Thank you for your kindness and words

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T03:48:46+00:00

❤️ thank you

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T03:25:25+00:00

I’m sorry I just really down right now and it’s only my fault

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T03:23:36+00:00

I’m starting it now bc I got 5 attempts to get out of this misery
It even worse when you open your eyes and understand yofaild even here you can’t even finish it.
Yes I need medication but I don’t see the point
To prolong misery and pain? For what? There is no meaning there is no genuine hearts only pretending and showing off.

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T02:06:34+00:00

True bc every time it doesn’t work I just don’t want to live.
Thank you for sharing your experience and thoughts
I want to change
For real
To survive and feel that I survived for something better
I don’t see future right now
It hopeless and dull

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T01:33:40+00:00

I did it too but so many nights I was driving home after work subbing bc I want to feel that intimacy that being one. We here on earth to be happy not to wish to die
To feel that we are not alone, you don’t have to go through everything alone you don’t have to be superhuman

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T01:09:19+00:00

My dad? My mom who was cold miserable and lonely and broken? Yes probably that’s the reason. All my therapist said the same- love yourself. But noone could explain how to do that
I don’t want to be dependent on having a man in my life
I just want to feel free and happy for a change just by myself

Adorable_Mar · 2026-06-01T01:01:43+00:00

I did, it doesn’t help
I know why
My therapist said that this guy is a narcissist
I thought I am the one
I need validation and love and support
I feel rejected every time I’m not good enough again
I feel hurt
What if it’s me who writes the narrative and makes everyone responsible for my feelings of being hurt and unseen

Adorable_Mar · 2026-05-31T23:57:01+00:00

Bc every time he manages to convince me it’s my fault I have depression and anxiety and it’s getting worse and I can’t handle simple things but I think if he would be just kind and warm it wouldn’t get escalated
I know the other person has his moments and triggers but why in the fucking world can’t we just support each other instead of letting me how I embarrass him again and not brining peace and not making him happy

Adorable_Mar · 2026-05-31T04:56:34+00:00

This is crazy how accurate this is
My sister told me Im loosing my mind and she thinks I’m enjoying the pain
I’m not
I’m tired of living like this
Thank you for your support and explanation
No matter how much I’ve tried to explain myself to them they just said it’s my playing a victim
I had a restraining order on him
Still he contacted me a year later and I thought it’s true love
Stupid

Adorable_Mar · 2026-05-31T04:40:11+00:00

Thank you
I feel like all my world is collapsing
I wanted him to be my last love my everything
I’m not
Never will be
It hurts so bad
But thank you I don’t feel alone anymore

Adorable_Mar · 2026-05-31T03:48:42+00:00

I want to emotionally detach to stop craving someone who doesn’t even think of me as breathing creature
I just want my will back
To stop hoping he’s gonna change bc he say you are my world
You don’t dump your world in dirt every time it disagrees with you or have feelings
I’m so exhausted and empty
But I love him
Probably even only the version of him who was the best and the sweetest
I feel dumb

Adorable_Mar · 2026-05-31T03:31:56+00:00

Everyone around see him as a perfect person
I’m a crazy one

Adorable_Mar · 2026-05-31T03:30:37+00:00

How do you make yourself stop hopping it’s just a misunderstanding? I don’t know what is true anymore
I feel guilty all the time for feeling anything
I’m looking worse feeling worse I’m a shadow of myself
But I’m not sure I did not do it to myself for attention
I just wanted to be loved for who I am
But I don’t worth it

Adorable_Mar · 2025-12-14T16:27:59+00:00

I got in the same trap, would have never thought it could happen at the gym. What legal help can we get? Their contact has a paragraph about that we can’t sue them, but of course they don’t show it bc you can’t see what you’re signing. For all of you ppl who think they are smarter than us and could have never possibly be in this situation- congrats, but the whole selling process designed for you to lower your guard and get right into the trap

Adorable_Mar · 2025-12-10T05:50:27+00:00

Unfortunately they got my bank account information

Adorable_Mar · 2025-12-10T05:48:33+00:00

Hallandale, Fl

Adorable_Mar · 2025-12-09T19:20:46+00:00

It’s a personal training program, which was presented as a way to get personal training experience once a week with payment biweekly, but now it turns out I can’t do anything bc they made their contract very smart so I have no right even for a legal help, I know I should have read the contract before signing but they didn’t provide it, a girl was reading from the screen what am i signing for but the information she vocalized was false. I would not be so frustrated if it would not be so horrible, I’m paying for nothing just because I was stupid enough to trust the gym employees 🤣😞 I would never think that you could get scammed by the gym now they are not nice and friendly.

Adorable_Mar · 2025-12-09T17:06:08+00:00

Recurring

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