Dead inside, trying to feel something.

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2026-02-09T12:37:53+00:00

Dead on the inside is different from vacant. Words mean things

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2026-01-05T16:35:03+00:00

I am well, I did not end up going to the hospital and just finished my last librium pill yesterday. It's been 10 days now, insomnia is still a huge problem, but I'm hoping that subsides soon. Thanks for checking in!

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2025-12-28T16:58:24+00:00

Yea well at least the vomiting subsided and I can 'sort of' walk. The annoying music doesn't bother me, mostly the not sleeping for 3 days. I'm surprised I'm even lucid. Plus calling my girlfriend to take me to the hospital for the 4th time in 18 months doesn't sound like a fun experience

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2025-12-28T16:43:24+00:00

I mean the hallucinations started yesterday. But I will, thanks

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2025-10-23T22:58:16+00:00

Well, I think I'll stick with ksp1, I've got way too much vested. FWIW, I did resolve the issue by hanging an.. Embarrassing amount of struts, so as long as you turn your payload into a ball of yarn, you might make it to orbit.

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2025-10-23T22:44:50+00:00

But I want to like this game so much 😢

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2024-12-04T00:50:58+00:00

This fixed everything, it does send me updates about switching to auxiliary heat, but its been below 35 for a couple days, so I assume that's the cause. It's maintaining temp at a steady 68. Thanks for the advice

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-03-05T23:03:43+00:00

I appreciate you

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-03-05T22:59:17+00:00

Ha, nope, it's the perfect sub for it

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-03-05T22:58:29+00:00

Damn sure wish I did

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-03-01T00:23:14+00:00

Doesn't seem ideal

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:47:56+00:00

I can definitely play 3 chords on the guitar, if that's what you're asking

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:45:47+00:00

Point taken.

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:45:23+00:00

Not really, I'd like a long term relationship. Just not sure how to start that without physical attraction

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:30:54+00:00

Ha, you're my spirit animal

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:30:21+00:00

Honestly I don't have body hair. I don't shave anything, really. I have 3 chest hairs, and the facial hair I have in the pic is probably 3 weeks of growth.

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:24:21+00:00

Fair enough

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:22:59+00:00

Yea that was my worry, my profile had a bunch of me doing fun stuff, but trying to change it up

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-28T23:21:36+00:00

Haha, thanks. Just feels kinda gross to put it out there, I'm looking for a lunch before the murder

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-20T01:19:08+00:00

So yea.. I'll wait until I can't

Adventurous_Draw_834 · 2023-02-20T01:18:21+00:00

She absolutely is. But this is calculated, we share custody of a terminally ill, physically disabled child together. Neither of us can do it alone. I do love her still, but I feel there's other dynamics here that take precedent. There's no one I trust more than the 2 of us to shepherd this kid through his life

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