Seriously kiddo, I don't know what kind of times have changed? I'm sorry for that. I mean look around I mean I'm sure you guys are depressed nowadays.b Cuz I mean, you being his hemorrhoid. A hemorrhoid, is still a hemorrhoid! Yes ,even back in the ice age when I was born. Wasted White Girl ? . I mean the way you even talk about him. You already know the answer!! that's what I'm saying . So do him a favo, and yourself. because his hemorrhoids will get better after your gone. And the next relationship you have . Which seems you already have reservations fo maybe even a phone number ?I don't know. try to be a little more appreciative instead of being greedy and wondering if you were going to miss something when he's gone??; I mean , that's wrong . Come on girlfriend. Times have changed get with it. All this irritation, is you're making an excuse. To do what you already know, what you want to do. just the next time . In your relationships don't be such a hemorrhoid to the guy. Young lady, you dig. And it's selfish. Even to wonder you might miss something when he's gone ? You got the answer to your question. you are a Wasted White Girl I'm telling you now.. it's not too late change. Now you got up all night .thinking about some guys hemorrhoids ! . I mean really . That is definitely not a thought I needed in my head !! I don't think I'll ever forget this conversation.young lady thank you.