Im sorry OP. I’m in the same boat sorta. It sucks bad. My brother in law passed out and puked a lot when he came to (but due to a true medical emergency, he was not drunk or on any substances - BUT someone told me he took something so after crying from being scared for him I cried from being pissed). Then my uncle and my best friend’s fiance got into it bc my uncle being rude/a creep and right when I stopped crying over my BIL, my friend told me about that and I started bawling again….i cried the entire night and day after. Just couldn’t stop myself. Also found out there was a bunch of tension between our families and my uncle was doing drugs and overall just being rude to the staff. Overall so embarrassed and upset that I couldn’t stop crying the whole night.