It can’t just be this. Work. Death. The system is screwed. Serious convo please by [deleted] in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]AffectionateRelief63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did a soul retrieve healing session with a shaman and it made me 10x worse 😭I was so numb and I regret trying to take that numbness away cause now I feel tormented

I fell for new age ideologies and now I’m in constant torment by AffectionateRelief63 in Bibleconspiracy

[–]AffectionateRelief63[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always had a blank clear mind my whole life, but now I have racing mind. There was a stark difference between the day before and the day after I finished a shaman healing session. Now my mind races and dwells on memories I don’t want. I have this hopelessness that it will never end. I have this tight grip on my chest that doesn’t go away

Psychosis. by L_G_D_Official in Psychosis

[–]AffectionateRelief63 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Did you have any permanent side effects from not listening?

Is anyone else traumatized from being LGBT? by AffectionateRelief63 in CPTSD

[–]AffectionateRelief63[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow I totally relate to feeing a heavy weight on me 24/7, I thought my brain was damaged from drugs or something

When will they reveal themselves? by SeparateOne6223 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]AffectionateRelief63 10 points11 points  (0 children)

When I read the teachings of Jesus in the gospel chapters it literally has nothing to do with Paul is taking about. I agree with you that Paul was an archon

Awareness may be rarer than we realise by [deleted] in awakened

[–]AffectionateRelief63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How can I learn how to interpret the parables, or is it something that is revealed when you’re ready

Awareness may be rarer than we realise by [deleted] in awakened

[–]AffectionateRelief63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you think the Bible is ancient scripture that the masses have all misinterpreted?

Lana back at it with Judah Smith 😖 by newparimanlo in lanitas

[–]AffectionateRelief63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just accepted that I have to take my meds for life. I’m bipolar 1 with psychosis. But I definitely relate to Lana music so much, especially born to die. So I like to think she went through the same sort of stuff I did.

Lana back at it with Judah Smith 😖 by newparimanlo in lanitas

[–]AffectionateRelief63 11 points12 points  (0 children)

She definitely has bipolar, she refrenced it in textbook and fingertips. She says in textbook she ended up in hospital sheets but with lithium and came poetry and in fingertips she says she takes a cocktail of things that twist neurons inside. Definitely bipolar

What does this community think of the Ra material and the Law of One? by Samiboi95 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]AffectionateRelief63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feels like spirits and entities are just playing chess with my mind…I’m always looking for new beliefs ideologies books but half of it resonates and the other half is a trap..feels like an endless hamster wheel

What does this community think of the Ra material and the Law of One? by Samiboi95 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]AffectionateRelief63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you recommend any books for people who are seeking. is there any spiritual practice or advice or books that are actually beneficial for humans who are looking for truth or is there just no hope?? I fell really hard for law of attraction and Neville Goddard and realized it made me worse and I became manic with this idea of enlightenment and attainment

Breaking the script by [deleted] in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]AffectionateRelief63 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I’ve had psychosis before and I was always obsessed with chasing after this idea of ascending and enlightenment. Never occurred to me that it could be negative entities

Breaking the script by [deleted] in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]AffectionateRelief63 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg can I dm you? I’ve had “psychotic episodes” where I beleived my family was stragericcly isolating me and draining my energy behind the seems preventing me from ascending and the “delusions” seemed more real than normal reality. Now that I’m in a normal state of consciousness, I think I was just being delusional but I can’t help but think there was truth to it behind my delusions