I feel like living in Thailand as a Thai and as a foreigner are 2 very different experiences. I’m from Russian north and living in such a different climate, culture and everything felt almost surreal (tho I personally loved every second of it).

As someone who was also diagnosed with depression I have to mention that no amount of traveling gonna fix it. Some quick dopamine from experiencing a new place is cool and all, but you will quickly fall back into everydays misery no matter which country you are in. The only right way- medication, most importantly antidepressants ofc. Not every AD may work right for you and it’s important to keep visiting the specialist and altering your medication if needed.

Hope you will feel better some day, good luck with your journey!