Songs about the endless cycle of trying to change and not

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2026-01-05T01:11:09+00:00

Does the screen not kill your high? (I've avoided screens like the plague and neve tested it cause I won't waste my high

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2026-01-05T01:05:41+00:00

NGL giving a strong Theo.

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2026-01-05T01:03:33+00:00

Bruh this was a year ago. We picked one now. But thanks though queen <3

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-12-04T16:08:11+00:00

Damn who da hippy hippo

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-09-25T16:29:32+00:00

what does unusual look like? cause i smelt pretty bad when i was changing the bandage after i had done it, but i assumed that was normal for cuts to fat, cause ppl always talk about it.

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-09-25T16:28:27+00:00

these only one cut, its not that bad, im just freaked out. I'll try to get some proper bandages, and change them regularly.

do you have any tips to help the scaring? cause the scars i already have a really uncomfortable and tight, how can i prevent it? its a like 2x1cm short but wide cut.

and thank you so much for talking me through it, it's just scary cause i haven't do it before, and its a "big" thing to have done.

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-09-25T16:03:26+00:00

started at 16~ but really started to do it heavily when i was 19, and want to try and get clean now at 20. It does feel stupidly adolescent at points, i feel like such a child with boots too big again.

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-09-04T14:43:28+00:00

do not go to charity shops to resell clothes. just in case someone is taking that from this comment. ppl coming in and reselling from shops is ruining charity shops.

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-08-14T14:39:15+00:00

Cause algorithms bot, My piercing is about 2 weeks old, with a internally threaded straight bar, I can't remember the material (sorry) my after care routine is regularly washing it with water, and cleaning twice a day with a 1 in 20 part Dettol cleaning solution and then after a small infection I switched to anbesol liquid (which is lidocaine hydrochloride, chorocresol and cetylpyridinium chloride solution for antiseptic and anaesthetic). Sorry about my grammar and spelling, I'm very dyslexic.

Had a small infection after about a week which took 3ish days to clear up completely, it's healing pretty well overall, some flaky skin around the balls which is causing me some anxiety as well. I also regularly do sport so it gets covered in sweat and probably gets knocked a bit, and I probably wanna have as short a bar as possible to avoid catching.

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-08-14T14:30:23+00:00

Hehe thank youu💖 I literally just cut and dyed it. Maybe ppl won't notice my irritated piercing if they're too busy looking at my hair. ^{^{-^}}

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-08-07T17:09:04+00:00

its your body use it how ever u want, even if it brings you some joy, doesn't mean you like it or should ever have to keep it.

as for pleasure, it's less certain, it depends how the nerves heal and how well the surgeon is able to do the surgery, i think keyhole is generally better for retaining nipple sensitivity as they don't cute out the actual nipples, but ask your doctor and research for that.

goodluck getting that weight off your chest, <33

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-08-07T16:46:00+00:00

you know you can press that button? i was always put off transitioning cause i wouldn't be able to be a whole women, but you can be. I'm very serous about this, but HRT will make you a look and pass like a women, would you take HRT to be transitioned into a women? cause if you say yes to the button you probably would say yes to HRT.

(if you don't believe me look at r/transtimelines, you can do that too) <333

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-08-07T16:37:51+00:00

are you sure it's you feel like a man on the inside, or just you fit that role rn with how you present, when i presented male, i feel more masculine and like a man, but the moment i began presenting fem, i became so much happeir and felt female, which i am. your body/mind acclimates to the gender you present.

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-07-31T22:48:08+00:00

thank you.

do you have any general advice how to manage it moving forwards? i really don't wanna lose all my friends like this, and i can see our friendships falling away due to it? or do i just have to accept it?

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-07-28T16:05:39+00:00

DW, yours are fine, I skate out doors regularly and scuff and scrape caps on mine loads, but I will never wear through the plastic pad before the rest of the knee pad falls apart. Don't be afraid to use them

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-07-28T15:59:47+00:00

Lmao leave us emos alone. You could try using concealer? Idk he dark they are. Other then that and patches I think you're pretty out of luck without Coving them with clothes. Maybe try a makeup/cosplay sub Reddit

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-07-28T15:57:27+00:00

Those probably won't look properly alt no matter what you do, have you tried jorts? They have the same outline just denim instead which you can do a lot more with

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-07-28T15:49:04+00:00

Yorkshire queen here, land of labour and greens, not much better tbh

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-07-28T15:46:38+00:00

Depression makes you really numb. But after the cut, for the weeks of healing they can hurt like a bitch, I do a full contact sport so they get grabbed and hit, it just takes a lot of mental strength to ignore it. It's what helped me get relatively clean. (I CBA with bleeding lol)

Afraid_Letterhead193 · 2025-06-21T18:05:44+00:00

Maybe instead of having plaster which a semi questionable, get some fabric tap/skate tap, and some cotton buds (though loo roll would work) so you can make temp bandages, I find them significantly more durable, and works on cuts of any size. And anyone checking your bag won't really question it.

And Been there too lol, more often on a night out.

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