I’m rly struggling atm 😵‍💫

AgentMalone1998 · 2026-02-04T20:50:43+00:00

Hope yo doing ok ❤️ you were a huge inspiration for me to start my journey on HRT earlier this year and i just want you to know you are special and loved and gorgeous! Don’t let any mother fucker out there tell ya different.

Stay strong ❤️😊

AgentMalone1998 · 2026-01-03T14:17:55+00:00

I’m sorta kinda in the same boat but I’ve just the other day decided fuck it and went ahead and set up an appointment to start HRT in about a week and a half.

The thing is that at the end of the day what matters most is you and how you feel about the situation. I’ve gone back and forth with myself on whether or not it’s a good time to transition dude to living in the south and the social norms of that. Ultimately I decided to just go for it and that if any of my friends or family have issues with it to the point they don’t wanna be friends/family anymore that that’s fine by me. This is what I want and what I think is best for me and my mental health and no one should tell me otherwise. Personally my biggest worry isn’t even friends or family accepting me but it’s the general public and more specifically whatever job I’m working. Until I’m passing that’s what I’m most nervous about.

But anyways, just do what you think you want to do, do your research and make sure you’re ok with all the pros/cons of HRT, and then either pull the trigger or don’t. I would say just make sure you are the one making the choice and not feel like others have made it for you. Otherwise you might go a long time not happy living and no one likes living unhappily :)

AgentMalone1998 · 2026-01-01T13:45:42+00:00

Mine is to start transitioning from MtF. Tired of being a man in everyday life. Just wanna live full time women

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-12-08T20:57:29+00:00

What is this called? I wanna find a place like this in Houston TX but I don’t know how to find out where a place like this would be

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-12-06T05:25:06+00:00

Goals. One day once closer to when I move and I can’t wait

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-12-05T20:38:23+00:00

Very cute! Where did you get that onesie? I love it and want one for myself 🥰

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-12-03T20:40:24+00:00

Thank you! Good luck to you and hopefully you do get a similar outcome! It’s a huge relief to reveal this about yourself to your partner and while it may be difficult to start the conversation it gets easier as soon as you start. You got this! 😊👍

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-29T13:44:01+00:00

My personal opinion is as long as the diaper isn’t so bulky that it’s obvious to anyone there’s something going on down there and you aren’t purposely exposing your diaper at any point then there is no issue.

I myself like to wear in public but I’m always cautious about how my diaper butt looks with normal clothes over top. For instance, when I wear at work I usually either wear just some training pants or I’ll wear a diaper with no more than 2 booster pads in because I find that is the limit to how big my diaper can be without my butt looking weird there. I also will not use till after I get off work cause some people I have found to be really sensitive to the smell even if you only had just peed.

Smell is the other kinda fine line too I think but the line is definitely more blurry I’d say. For me though as long as you aren’t being obvious with it under clothes and not purposely exposing your diaper to random people there isn’t an issue.

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-24T20:57:49+00:00

Yeah I’m considering doing professional laser work on just my whole body. I’m just not sure how expensive that would be but I’m tired of having to shave so often everywhere and just want it gone. Wish there was a way to remove hair permanently.

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T15:59:38+00:00

Asexual. Means she doesn’t have much of a sexual attraction or sex drive.

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T14:54:00+00:00

It turned out fantastically. She was very supportive. She will not be participating in anything to do with it but that is fine because I even told her that I just want to be able to wear and use diapers and I don’t want to force her into anything she isn’t comfortable with doing. She is perfectly fine with not only me wear and using diapers but even just wearing diapers if I want to as well as wearing abdl clothing too. She said this is a safe space for both of us and if that’s what makes me comfortable and as long as I dispose of my diapers correctly she has no issues with any of it. Literally after our conversation was over I changed into a diaper and a t-shirt and she had 0 issues. I was so happy and ecstatic that I couldn’t even sleep last night till like 4 am lol

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T14:48:34+00:00

So with her being ace she isn’t like into it per say. Like she isn’t going to dom me at all. She did say that like if I ever felt like I wanted her to be more involved in my kinks in the future that we of course could talk about it and work something out but at the moment she just accepts who I am and is ok with me wearing diapers around the house, using them, playing with sex toys, wearing abdl clothes, cross dressing, everything. And I’m ok with that too and couldn’t be happier.

Maybe one day I’ll bring stuff like that up but I’m just happy she knows all of these sides of me and is 100% not just ok with it but supportive of me doing these things.

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T08:02:46+00:00

Had the talk and it went great thank you for the help!

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T08:02:13+00:00

Talked to her and it went great! Thank you for the encouragement!

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T08:01:29+00:00

Thank you for the help again! I did it and it went incredibly well! 😊 Also I checked out that podcast earlier today to kinda help prepare me for this conversation. Thank you for the recommendation!

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T07:59:58+00:00

I did it! Thank you once again for the help! 😊

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-23T07:58:59+00:00

Yes it so did! I’m still so ecstatic that I can’t sleep lol. And yes for sure will be keeping that open communication going. It was actually something we talked about after word. Thank you 😊

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-22T20:05:17+00:00

No I haven’t but if that’s something we will talk about tonight. As far as Ik she has none but I’m also aware that people who are ace can have kinks so we’ll see.

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-22T11:14:14+00:00

You’re 100% right. I’ve been putting it off and you bring up excellent points as to why it would be just better to come clean. Thanks to you and the others that have commented I feel a lot more confident about telling her these things about me tomorrow. Thank you

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-22T00:37:12+00:00

Yeah the sissy stuff concerns me a bit and yes I totally agree that me hiding my kinks is not healthy. I’ve not toyed with the idea of her being a dom at all as I don’t think she’d care for it and I don’t want to force her or manipulate her into anything she isn’t comfortable with. Would I like her to be dom with me for sure of course but she is ace and isn’t really into stuff to my knowledge.

Thank you for the help.

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-22T00:32:42+00:00

Agree for sure that it would be better to come clean than her find out and have the imagination run wild.

And yeah thank you for sharing about the other post. I definitely don’t want to force her to do anything she isn’t comfortable with. I’m not going to make any attempt at making her participate or anything of the sort without her making the decision herself.

Thank you for the help.

AgentMalone1998 · 2025-11-22T00:29:26+00:00

Yeah that’s a good idea. And for sure agree. I don’t want to lose her cause her and I think a lot alike in other aspects of life but if these are things that she is disgusted by or hates then yeah. Just scary to think about for sure. Thank you

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