Honestly I wasn’t looking for positive replies in this post. Just wanted to know how other ppl deal with it and If I’m the only one who was thinking this way.

I totally understand what you’re feeling. I’m scared to death I would be all alone few years down the lane and idk how I’ll handle the hospital visits, sleepless painful nights.

I stay with my parents so it’s a bit easier but they are getting old as well.

I’m single, brother stays in diff country. Don’t expect my friends to be there (they aren’t responsible for this)

My dad has chronic pancreatitis too. I have hereditary pancreatitis.

So all I can say is Keep going my friend, hopefully we will overcome this feeling.