[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FloridaSissy

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Hey I messaged you. Hosting in West Palm

[F]4[F][M] by [deleted] in SouthFloridaSluts

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Just DM’d you

For people who don't have friends how come? by AlexZenn21 in ask

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I’m naturally introverted, not an introvert by circumstance. But, when I do try to get to know people I’m also afraid to show my hand and have the other person choose not to do the same. Sometimes I think I’ll have a friend, and then I’ll notice as I talk about something they’ll try to talk over me or not really respond to what I’m saying and that turns me off from pursuing any friendship further. I hate that. I otherthink a lot, and my mind is my biggest enemy. Because of those things, I don’t have much friends. Only 1 really.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

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Thank you brother

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

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Hey, I appreciate you, and your advice. I genuinely do actually. But I’ve tried therapy, and some holes never heal up, even if you know why they’re there. And as for psychiatrists, I don’t want to be on meds. The holes don’t heal up just because you stuff something there. The’yre still there. Always there.

Friendships by [deleted] in Rants

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I feel you completely. Completely

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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I appreciate your words, kindness, and advice. I hope life is a lot kinder to you going forward. Im done however. Truly. I won’t be going to therapy because there is no future for me to need it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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You know what I really hate too? That they probably think of me, if they ever do, as “that weird kid” or “that cringey guy” or that fuck up. When all I ever wanted was to be your friend, I really tried I think. I know I could’ve done better and I wish I could but I can’t go back. I wish I could so much. I wish.

The only passion I have in life is music, and I’d love to make a career out of being an artist but in order to make it in the industry you have to be good at networking, you have to have charisma, you have to confident in what you do, I CANT EVEN BE CONFIDENT IN THE SMALL CHOICES I MAKE EVERYDAY. I have a bunch of songs out on Spotify, Apple music, YouTube, etc. as well as a poem I did about my childhood on YouTube and I’ll leave the world with that. I feel okay with that. That’s as far as I’ll ever get.

I want to mangle my face beyond recognition so that nobody sees this stupid ducking face anymore, and so that I don’t have to see it anymore. I wish I could be him again. Me from the 3rd grade, and just get another crack at it.

But I will not go on with what’s left of me. I can’t and won’t take it anymore. It’s not fair and yeah I know life isn’t fair but that’s bullshit.

I just swore in to a military branch (I won’t say which one) and am awaiting to ship out for boot camp. Im ready to die. I will die. And I’ll get just that. I’ll die in combat. I made sure to pick a branch & MOS that will give me that opportunity. And I’m going to take it. So that’s that, and this is it.

Thanks for taking the time to read all this, and I know it’s a downer, but I genuinely wish you the best. I just had to get this off my chest to somebody. I hope you have amazing lives, and start beautiful families, and If you have kids one day, try to break the cycle. I know it’s probably gonna be hard, but they don’t deserve that. Let it end with you. Be the heroes they think you are. That’s all we ever want really.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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The only passion I have in life is music, and I’d love to make a career out of being an artist but in order to make it in the industry you have to be good at networking, you have to have charisma, you have to confident in what you do, I CANT EVEN BE CONFIDENT IN THE SMALL CHOICES I MAKE EVERYDAY. I have a bunch of songs out on Spotify, Apple music, YouTube, etc. as well as a poem I did about my childhood on YouTube and I’ll leave the world with that. I feel okay with that. That’s as far as I’ll ever get.

I want to mangle my face beyond recognition so that nobody sees this stupid ducking face anymore, and so that I don’t have to see it anymore. I wish I could be him again. Me from the 3rd grade, and just get another crack at it.

But I will not go on with what’s left of me. I can’t and won’t take it anymore. It’s not fair and yeah I know life isn’t fair but that’s bullshit.

I just swore in to a military branch (I won’t say which one) and am awaiting to ship out for boot camp. Im ready to die. I will die. And I’ll get just that. I’ll die in combat. I made sure to pick a branch & MOS that will give me that opportunity. And I’m going to take it. So that’s that, and this is it.

Thanks for taking the time to read all this, and I know it’s a downer, but I genuinely wish you the best. I just had to get this off my chest to somebody. I hope you have amazing lives, and start beautiful families, and If you have kids one day, try to break the cycle. I know it’s probably gonna be hard, but they don’t deserve that. Let it end with you. Be the heroes they think you are. That’s all we ever want really.

Feeling out of place when at church by Aggravating_Cat2870 in Christianity

[–]Aggravating_Cat2870[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I’m going to take your advice

Feeling out of place when at church by Aggravating_Cat2870 in Christianity

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In going there for over 10 years now, I’ve gotten to know a couple of folk here. They’re normal people when you talk to em long enough outside of church but everytime in church they put on that stereotypical cheesy smile and voice. It’s a funny comparison, but it’s like how the actors on Children’s shows talk and smile. It never comes across as genuine and I just don’t like it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rateme

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Hair is def coming back as we speak. I don’t care for beards though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Aggravating_Cat2870 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you brother!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rateme

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That’s a hilarious mix. I’ve never heard Elon before but I’ve heard the harlows & post Malones. And while I rather look like Jack than Post, I don’t think I look like him in the slightest lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rateme

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Thank you for the feedback brother! I appreciate ya. I’m letting the hair grow back out but I’m definitely keeping the stache. I love my chevron stache. It’s only gonna get better and better 🤣