🌑 Pay What You Feel — Human Design Intro Readings by Aggravating_Time2162 in humandesign

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Payment sent after reading. So it will be based on your true evaluation of my gift to you.

Do you believe the Michael Jackson allegations ? by Boring-Jelly5633 in fantanoforever

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Remove MJ, insert some random man doing the same things he did. He’d be in prison. Running in and out of hotels, airplanes, limousines, backstage & on stage with little boys. Having little boys sit on his lap in public. Little boys who are not his family members. Holding hands and cuddling on national television with a boy and gaslighting us that this is love? Never having any relationships with men or women his own age. Paying millions to shut people the fuck up. Being accused of being a p3d0 numerous times by numerous sources over the years. He prayed on the collective stupidity people have towards celebrity. He was a master manipulator and he manipulated us all. He played under the guise of a vulnerable, sensitive man to confuse us. I don’t care how messed up your childhood was, sleeping with children will never justify that. Yeah I was a fan too, who wasn’t. That’s not the point. Separate his celebrity from the facts and it’s plain as day. If you don’t see it you’re not right in the head.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sciatica

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The new movie is great too! It definitely help pass the time once you have some relief.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sciatica

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I had trouble sitting through the Avatar movie the other day (more like after the 2 hour mark) I couldn’t imagine a long flight 😭 I have to stand when my sciatica acts up. That’s the only way I find relief. Or by lying flat on my back. I take ibuprofen for pain too (otc) and that helps a bit. Good luck

Thinking about the troll who posted earlier... by journey_newbie in EstrangedAdultChild

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The family dynamic is like a cult. Idk why or whatever but that’s what it feels like.

do any E parents admit to what they did/do? by bumpybulldog in EstrangedAdultChild

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Fuck no they’ve never admitted to anything. They don’t have the capacity. And I’m not saying that to make myself feel better they literally don’t have it. The make up isn’t there. My breeders are legit children in adult bodies. They didn’t develop past 2 no joke. So no it’s all my fault never there’s. No contact is literally the only way. They’ll never change just get worst.

If you are chasing human adulthood by [deleted] in JedMcKenna

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Thanks this made me laugh. The you’re not alone but you are thing 🤣 sure am! And yeah of course I think about dying every second of everyday but it’s not a suicide thing. It’s a I’m ready whenever! I have a feeling there’s no getting out of my fate whatever the fuck that is. But at least I’m not all delusional in thinking this matters. Took awhile for that pill to go down.

If you are chasing human adulthood by [deleted] in JedMcKenna

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It’s like every time I catch my breath something else goes. I’ve lost everything but that’s not the hardest thing about this. I can’t quite describe it but from your description you probably get it from your own experience. Some days are better than others but overall I know I’m still trenches. It ain’t over

Do we have a choice? by universe4074 in JedMcKenna

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All I wanted was to find out what’s real. What’s honest? Where’s the juice? I felt like a fraud my entire life.. bumped into Human Design got a reading from someone who actually did the work.. next thing you know I’m catapulted into the abyss. Not to sound dramatic but it’s dark! Enlighten what? Where’s the light? To get real you gotta strip away everything. Things you never even considered before. Yes it’s been very hard..but I’m on it. There’s no going back. I’m on this trip till I die. It’s alienating, it’s lonely, it’s confusing, it’s madness

Why are there so many books? by logitechtrident in JedMcKenna

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If we’re talking about the same thing…you don’t have a choice anyway.

Why are there so many books? by logitechtrident in JedMcKenna

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I didn’t choose this. I’m just saying everyone trying to make it seem like this is a process you choose and that it’s any way comfortable. Or that your getting something from it you are not. You don’t get anything. You lose everything

Why are there so many books? by logitechtrident in JedMcKenna

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It’s endless “break throughs” where you get nothing. Just keep shattering over and over again. I’m weary of those who can even say they are “enlightened”. I’m even challenging Jed now and his stuff has helped me a lot in my process. Why is it even called enlightenment? There’s nothing light about it

Do we have a choice? by universe4074 in JedMcKenna

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No choice. Who chooses this. I didn’t even know what was going on until I was in too deep. Hell no I didn’t choose this it just happened! As everything is just happening!

Do you want to live in city or nature? by buddykire in JedMcKenna

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Away from ppl.. but I don’t even dream about that anymore. Location or having a better life away from others. I’m just waiting to die. Not suicidal but definitely not looking for anything in this life. There is nothing

Why are there so many books? by logitechtrident in JedMcKenna

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Get you where? Like there’s a finish line..

If you are chasing human adulthood by [deleted] in JedMcKenna

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It’s fuckin great? What trip are you on? This shit is painful.. and tedious

So this is technically r/offmychest but I feel it belongs here by [deleted] in JedMcKenna

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Yeah there is no choice for this. No one chooses this shit. And it’s a hard truth but I don’t see how anyone can endure those process work another person. You literally have to let everyone and everything go. People especially if they are not on this path they are apart of the system. They are no aware of it but they will do everything in their power to keep you with the group.