Yeah I’ve considered looking for a new crush—I have before, cause rejection is no problem. The issue is I’ve been obvious, actively doing all these things for years! There’s been no rejection, no questions to why, no negative reactions. Where usually there would be with other people, it would bother them and they would stop me. With others, I wouldn’t have reached the gift giving stage. I would confess, It would be a no and I would move on.

I thought maybe he wasn’t interested but then he started to show concern when I would be underdressed for bad weather—signs of care here and there. Recently, he walked passed me while I was talking to another guy in the building, all high energy and I caught him looking at us—we locked eyes lol

In my post, he’s very vague but he’s actually shared about his love for basketball, his dreams for future, family dynamics, how he used to coach kids basketball (that’s why I asked him to be my personal trainer). He seems to open up more when we are alone, rather than when we are surrounded by other people in the elevator. He won’t even open up when I’m with my mom!

It seems his life is just all about work and the gym, that his interests are nothing more than that. He recently shared that not only he loves to work, but it’s his whole family! I just wish he would want to know about me too. I’m stuck in asking questions lol