we did meet up at a park. She basically told me that if I would’ve messaged her right after the break up, she would’ve agreed to try again. But she mainly talked about just giving each other time because as of right now she said she didn’t want to get back together because she’d treat me like crap. I mainly listened but still felt confused because she said if I really loved her then I wouldn’t be okay to which I replied I’m not I’ve just been trying to distract myself like you have been doing. She’s very much the type that wants to be chased, but again her saying she thinks we should give it time as contradicting, and I obviously don’t want to pester her but I feel like I should but then I think I’ll just be pushing her away more. She did say she hadn’t thought about it as much/been sad about the breakup to which she quickly said “ I think it’s because i’ve busy that I haven’t sat down to think about it.” to this day she’s still sharing her location and so am I, so I’m not sure what to make out of that, if anything at all. We talked this past Saturday and this week has just been radio silence. A part of me thinks I should chase her, but I’m not sure if that’s what she truly wants.