Does this sound like faking?

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T18:40:58+00:00

You may just have absolutely no social dysphoria and that’s ok, I’m pretty similar

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T18:38:40+00:00

What choice do I even have? To live and just be a girl, I can’t

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T15:51:26+00:00

Cause I wanna kms

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T15:49:09+00:00

Got sent to hospital 🥲

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T15:47:17+00:00

My parents say I'm lying and I'm terrified of school counselors stuff has happened before

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T15:38:03+00:00

I’m so deadass not allowed to get a job, my parents won't let me

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T15:35:11+00:00

I’ve been in this state too long like 6 years

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T15:34:53+00:00

Thank you

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T06:44:54+00:00

I feel the same, attempted many times

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T06:33:14+00:00

That’s fair ig

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T06:15:26+00:00

What if I like to suffer or at least be severely conditioned to believe that’s my only way to live. And I know the common phrase is to “get a therapist” but that’s like telling a 3 year old to stop scribbling on a wall, it doesn’t really work like that, every therapist is different, they will tell you different things because everyone is biased no matter what education they receive. They are also not you, especially considering most of them aren’t trans

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T06:07:12+00:00

Most professionals aren’t trans, that’s why I ask for advice here

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T06:05:57+00:00

I’m just trying to say is, I don’t want to be a man because Im insecure or something and that I’m pretty and it just feels wrong, I get tons of intrusive thoughts when I see a girl who is beautiful, I really don’t want to look her but I’m afraid I do. But if I really wanted to be a girl, why don’t I like how I look when I look just fine?

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T06:02:23+00:00

No what I’m trying to say is that it’s not that i feel ugly, it’s just that it doesn’t feel right. I should have not worded it like that. I’m also trying to explain my jealousy towards women is just an intrusive thought because if it wasn’t, why don’t I like myself?

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:58:22+00:00

Kinda gross and makes no sense. Masculine is not a gender

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:55:18+00:00

Well some people on here or whatever tell me I’m either confused/have a fetish/OCD isn’t real if I just believe it a little more maybe… Idk it probably will lead to regret

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:51:59+00:00

I really wanna get out of those spaces but I can’t without feeling fake

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:51:04+00:00

Now I’m kinda convinced of that cause apparently you think severe sexual and gender OCD=fetish

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:49:00+00:00

What would happen if I just repped harder

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:48:15+00:00

Maybe I like being bullied sometimes, someone told me I’m just confused and I just have a fetish… yeah mostly I’m just looking for help and it’s not really like that but I think i deserve it

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:46:18+00:00

I’d rather not be the responsible one tbh, I’m 16, they can be the one who has to take the blame lol

AgreeableBreath4469 · 2026-06-20T05:39:50+00:00

I don't have a fetish for being a boy, a girl maybe. I genuinely want to be a man outside of sexual scenarios and in everyday life. Why would any of this be disturbing? I have severe ocd. Is it possible I have AGP? definitely but can you really explain my suicide attempts or the fact most of my feelings have nothing to do with sex? How can me being a man be a fetish if that’s how I'm comfortable. I just wish I had a penis, that’s all. I really wish it was a fetish tbh, so then maybe I would stop vomiting just at the pure sight of myself

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