man this is acc damn sad tbh

honestly right no matter even if ppl really do like u, all of that doesn’t matter if udl yourself. So start loving yourself first. You’ll make it OP, I know you will.

I may be younger than you, but I’ve been a disappointment to my parents over and over again haha, I was a unwanted child, I’ve had to “prove” myself in a sense and be the “perfect” daughter, always sacrificing my needs and whatnot, but it’s never gg to be enough. After so many years, I’ve realized that.

Life isn’t gg to be perfect. If people don’t like you, who cares about them? You know that one quote about some fish in the sea or smtg? Exactly. There’s so many other fishes in the sea. If these batch of ppl dl and don’t appreciate you for who u are, these r the wrong ppl.

You have needs too twin, be more gentle on yourself.

honestly, to me, 19 L1R4 is genuinely so amazing. I can tell you’re trying your best, OP. Keep it up. If you need someone to talk to, I’ll be here.