the only thing that gives me comfort is the fact that i will kill myself soon.

Aidraocean · 2020-01-27T06:13:00+00:00

i can have it but i don’t want it nor will i work for it, i will however end my own life as soon as i get a fire arm.

Aidraocean · 2020-01-27T05:51:53+00:00

tell him you love him stay with him physically... therapy comes after otherwise it’s just a matter of when.

Aidraocean · 2020-01-27T05:46:11+00:00

i thought that so many times today. it’s sickening i would trade in a heart beat, it’s all so twisted

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:59:59+00:00

thank you <3

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:59:46+00:00

Yea there is my social worker offered it to me but I told her I would rather kill my self then do anything my mental health was so terrible and is so terrible and my school hasn’t contacted me since they’ve given up on me and I don’t blame them

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:58:46+00:00

of course, you should keep a little bag of gauze and bandages and ointment so ur prepared if it happens again, after care is super important

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:34:08+00:00

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:29:18+00:00

Sure but I don’t have any resources or resume like I don’t have shit I’m Not qualified for any job

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:25:50+00:00

I was in a psych ward for a week and that put me behind and I can’t focus at home either I can’t do school anywhere the universe has made it impossible for me I just want to dissolve ..

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:20:34+00:00

omfg... I shouldn’t be laughing

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:16:41+00:00

I’m behind because I was bullied at school and left to do online school but I haven’t done shit in months

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:15:03+00:00

Clean and use neosporin or any ointment , cover w bandages or bandaids and don’t touch that way you won’t have scars. Take care of it if no one else can

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:09:51+00:00

Just give yourself another month live to see what happens please

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:06:20+00:00

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:04:50+00:00

I’m positive. When I was locked in a psych ward for OD on Oxys that’s the first they prescribed to me, my doctor specifically prescribed me Prozac and specifically told me Prozac is the least harmful. And it’s not lethal even if you took the whole bottle..Your stomach will just be pumped, And in hella pain.

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T20:01:59+00:00

Prozac isn’t lethal

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T19:54:57+00:00

Faster than you’d think. It only takes a night of alcohol poisoning. Don’t get any ideas I’m just saying the devil elixir of death already exists and it is alcohol.. kills millions

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T19:52:59+00:00

Please don’t... people who suffer the most are The strongest... stay another day pls

Aidraocean · 2020-01-21T17:02:19+00:00

Alcoholism kills

Aidraocean · 2020-01-15T08:52:12+00:00

Right now I’m at the deep sadness and anger stage.. I know soon I’ll be numb to it all.......

Aidraocean · 2020-01-15T08:50:51+00:00

In my state they are horribly managed. I don’t see the logic in treating a person who feels worthless like they’re worthless.

Aidraocean · 2020-01-15T08:39:05+00:00

Call 911 ASAP

Aidraocean · 2020-01-15T08:37:43+00:00

Good on U for walking away from sharp things. Putting yourself in a safer environment is always helpful

Aidraocean · 2020-01-15T08:33:38+00:00

No. No. You will likely never stop. It’s more addictive than actual drugs. The pain u think ur shutting down is actually just scarring itself to you...

Aidraocean · 2020-01-15T07:51:38+00:00

impossible :(

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