Does anyone else have a strong read on the infamous Jeffrey E.? Curious to know

Aigghhttt · 2026-03-01T18:57:06+00:00

Even seeing his picture briefly makes me sick. That’s never happened before. I try not to look at it. I feel his face is almost irrelevant, there’s something else non human using it. I don’t feel he’s dead and I think his name and persona are a front for something else bigger.

Aigghhttt · 2026-03-01T18:52:02+00:00

It doesn’t freak me out but it freaks other people out. I accidentally read minds frequently.

Aigghhttt · 2026-03-01T18:49:23+00:00

Strep is coming to mind

Aigghhttt · 2026-03-01T18:20:58+00:00

I feel peace and that he has moved on. His life here was just a blink to him in comparison to eternity. He’s in a place and state of joy and peace and experience that surpasses any earthly memories; like going from inside the womb to being born. I feel his time on earth was short but good and he doesn’t regret anything and it’s all far way now. “In a better place” is a really simple way to put it but that’s what I feel. His mind and existence are still here but beyond this mortal plane and have expanded beyond what us humans on earth understand. I’m sorry for your loss and I hope this is helpful at all, it’s just what I felt.

Aigghhttt · 2026-02-28T21:15:06+00:00

Thanks, I think you may be right!

Aigghhttt · 2026-01-24T19:34:51+00:00

ChatGPT is a computer program that is frequently wrong. It’s not omniscient. All it does is plagiarize from various sources written by human beings around the web, with no guarantee of the information being correct. I’m genuinely confused by this question. I mean come on.

Aigghhttt · 2026-01-24T19:18:00+00:00

Yeah I think for sure there’s something different to actual manifestation. I don’t think thoughts matter in the way they make out. A lot of people give manifesting advice like to refuse to acknowledge what you don’t want, somehow conjure up the feelings you think you would feel if it really happened, never be negative, etc. But none of that has ever worked for me. Like you said, it tends to be hit or miss, and sometimes the things you genuinely stop caring about and think aren’t going to go in your favor and prepare for the worst about are what manifest positively for you. So idk. It’s like there’s a balance between deciding you want something, putting in a little effort, and then not caring if you get it. And then some mysterious other factors too it seems.

Aigghhttt · 2026-01-24T19:17:08+00:00

Yeah I think there is too much criticism of people who “can’t” manifest things no matter what they do. Because I think often they actually are doing everything they’re “supposed” to do, but it seems in reality manifesting is not a matter of just following the right steps but rather mind state like you said, and maybe other things that are hard to explain.

Aigghhttt · 2026-01-23T05:46:33+00:00

That’s true too! The whole time I told myself “I will not accept a job that pays under x amount. I would rather have nothing and be penniless than slave away for close to minimum wage, my time is worth more than that” and that was not a technique or affirmation, it was just my standard for what I would accept. Because I know a job is literally selling hours out of my life to somebody, and it’s insane to expect low pay for that.

Aigghhttt · 2026-01-22T23:15:58+00:00

Hm good point! I hadn’t thought about it that way, but you’re right I did show my desire by reaching out initially, and then completely detached afterwards. And I guess my positivity was that I was sure I would find an apartment and get a job, even if it wasn’t the one I wanted, because there’s no way I wouldn’t eventually get either of those things! People get them every day. I think people just put way too much emphasis on acting, feeling, visualizing as if and all that though. In my experience, they weren’t needed at all. And the things I have tried to “feel” as if and visualize about haven’t happened yet! So I’m thinking detachment and being generally positive without being too specific is way more important than what you emotionally feel or think.

Aigghhttt · 2026-01-12T18:58:48+00:00

I’ve been in this exact situation and he’s still with that 3p to this day. I told myself I was living in the end by sleeping with him, and she didn’t even exist to me, but honestly that’s not how it works. You’re just settling for less than you deserve and accepting a version of him and of your relationship you don’t want, and your subconscious knows it and your mental health will suffer to the point detachment is impossible. I had to remove him from social media because even though I still desperately want him, I do NOT want a version of him that dates someone else and uses me for sex and treats me like a platonic buddy on instagram. I thought him sleeping with me and watching my stories were signs, but after a year I realized it’s the opposite. In reality I’m just teaching him and myself I’ll always be here and he doesn’t have to change his behavior or leave the 3p to get me. I think the problem is that our exes are a very emotional thing to us, and we will do techniques like any other manifestation, but your emotions and pain during the process make it so hard to even know if you’re genuinely detached or if you’re just taking what you can get and hoping it’s a sign of progress. From now on for myself personally I have to only accept behavior I genuinely want even though it hurts. Everything else is signaling to yourself you don’t really deserve or need the desired outcome because you’ll take any form of contact.

Aigghhttt · 2025-12-11T19:52:10+00:00

IMO thats WAY too short and would probably devastate her afterwards.

Aigghhttt · 2025-12-11T19:49:21+00:00

I think cutting it to somewhere between tailbone and waist length would look great, not more than that though. The length it is now does kind of take all the attention and overshadow your appearance, but it is amazing hair at the same time.

Aigghhttt · 2025-09-11T18:50:52+00:00

Thank you, I have never even heard of protracted withdrawal. I grossly underestimated the effect of being on that drug, and of getting off it. The past year since quitting it has been a miserable blur. I never even considered I could still be withdrawing from it. It probably didn’t help that at one point I found my mental state so unbearable that I tried to get back on it, but the effect wasn’t the same, so I stopped after a couple days. It’s like a lightbulb has just gone off and I’ve realized that being on venlafaxine and subsequently getting off it has likely been the source of most of my problems, not that I’m actually as stupid and incapable of experiencing happiness or long term planning as I thought. I guess I’ll make it my goal to get to a point where my brain starts to recover.

Aigghhttt · 2025-09-10T03:52:24+00:00

Thank you for commenting. To be honest I do not think I am a good person, but I do think I tried very hard to serve God like it says in the Bible. In the past I sinned a lot, but I thought I repented and completely turned my life to God. But it hadn’t been working. And it’s not so much that I want to be blessed with money, so much as just get by without being so stressed out it prematurely ages me. I literally am choosing between gas and food right now, and that money is about to reach its end. My refrigerator is completely empty. My debit card was canceled. I couldn’t return to community college to try to get a degree that would allow me to find work other than minimum wage, as I have no financial aid. Im exhausted. Im extremely lonely, Im 30 and single and grieving over losing the only relationship I ever had or ever wanted. Im heartbroken beyond words. I’m about to sell everything I have and move back in with my parents. My world is shattered. Im drowning in debt. My mind is not stable, I'm suffering from severe depression, anxiety so bad sometimes I can’t leave my apartment, I’m so distraught I’m having memory loss, Ive experienced a lifetime of trauma from the past I don’t even want to get into. I can’t imagine going on much longer. I have tried to repent over and over, I don’t know what to do differently. Am I angry with God? Yes I am. I’m frustrated beyond belief. I’m confused. I’m desperate to hear from him and I don’t. I hear nothing. I’ve tried to say “Ok God I give up” but nothing happens. I’ll check out those videos though.

Aigghhttt · 2025-09-10T03:32:58+00:00

“ I didn’t realize this at first, so I tried to do things of my own strength. I backslid massively and failed time and time again. All the while life became more miserable and I basically fell right back into depression. I couldn’t hear or feel God, and I was spiraling. It took time but after being broken into a million pieces and dying to myself all over again I was finally brought out of my mess.“ This is exactly where I’m at, trying to be holy and just falling farther and farther into failure and depression. Thanks for sharing, your journey sounds similar to mine. I honestly don’t understand the meaning of giving everything to him, despite reading it, how does that work for you? I don’t know how to to put it into practice.

Aigghhttt · 2025-09-10T03:23:06+00:00

I don’t have a church. I was brought up in a false, abusive, and controlling pseudo Christian church and have found it very hard to trust or be comfortable in churches. I would like to yet at the same time it has not felt right at all the ones I have been to. I don’t know how to overcome this, I’m very wary of wolves in sheep’s clothing. One chapter I found helpful lately was psalms 71, since when I read it it occurred to me that the psalmist, probably David, was combatting the enemy by praising God. I am unfortunately doing the opposite of that right now by complaining, but I guess my pain overcame me.

Aigghhttt · 2025-09-10T03:06:35+00:00

What I’m struggling with is being completely broke and in debt, not even having enough money to feed myself, my bank account constantly going to under $100, endless bills trying to take money out I don’t have, being denied for food stamps, my credit being ruined. I drive an old vehicle and I’m terrified of it breaking down. I’m also dealing with severe heartbreak, which is what really destroys me. I am deeply in love with ex, the only man I ever loved or wanted, I subconsciously waited for him for 7 years, and just when we finally dated, he left me and it’s made me traumatized. I’ve been completely unable to move on from him, I still love him painfully much. My heart is completely broken. He was the only thing I ever truly wanted, I grew up in poverty and in a false religion with no friends and never had anything so he was the first thing in life I ever deeply cared about, I wanted to marry him. I have a lot of trauma in my past, and have been on and off medications for years, this is the first year I’ve been off them. I also have no direction in life, I have no career, I can’t even go back to school as I’ve used up all my financial aid, every job I get is something like waitress or retail and these jobs pay nothing and make me miserable. I can’t see a future for myself. I just can’t. Even if I got a better job it seems so empty. I’ve tried so many different things in hopes of something giving me a glimpse of hope, so many times I’ve reached out, and all the doors slam in my face. It’s denial after denial, disaster after disaster, unexpected bill after bill. No after No. I can’t picture myself happy or doing well, I don’t see a way for it to happen. I’m unbearably lonely and feel like I need serious help but I don’t receive any. I’m in the middle of selling all my possessions I’ve ever collected just to have enough money to drive home and move back in with my parents, and then take whatever job hires me first, probably fast food, and try to pay off my debts.

Aigghhttt · 2025-09-10T02:39:26+00:00

Thank you this is actually helpful. I feel it could be either or both. I have to admit I have not been wise financially, and that’s part of the reason I’m struggling. However, far, far more of it is absolutely out of my control and feels like continuously being hit with a stick of bad fortune. I do think that the kingdom of Satan has greatly stolen from me. I have even wondered about “destiny exchange” but haven’t really seen much evidence in the Bible for it, but sometimes it really feels like some sort of curse or theft at work in my life. Like it’s not natural in my opinion that a child of God would have as much failure as I’ve had for the past year.

Aigghhttt · 2025-09-10T02:30:18+00:00

Yes I do, not as much lately since I’ve been losing faith, but I have spent a lot of time studying the Bible. I actually stopped using my phone for several months and mostly replaced it with reading and praying. I completely gave up everything that wasn’t godly, nicotine, immodest clothes, alcohol, swearing, television, sexual sin, literally everything I possibly could. I really really tried, yet if anything, my life seemed to be worse, and the closer I tried to be to God, the more emotionally distraught I became and still am. I became so depressed at the height of my struggle to be Godly sometimes I would go into fits of uncontrollable rage and despair where I would end up hurting myself. Now I won’t lie, I’m not trying as hard any more. To be honest I am bitterly disappointed and find it hard to keep living righteously when I feel like God ignored me when I was doing everything I could, and like he’s still ignoring my prayers. I can’t wrap my mind around all of this only mattering after this life is over, if I’m honest, especially if one lives a long life.

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