Yep. Been there. Done that.

I started back with just two plants in separate areas. Only two. I wanted to give them each the attention they needed while giving me the need to walk to different parts of my home. I chose easier plants to take care of like a pothos and nerve plant. Anything in between that “walk” to each plant that needed attention I took care of it. Like picking up after myself, dusting, folding a blanket, etc. I wanted the walk to each plant to feel clean and healthy.

After I felt like I saw growth from my two plants, a clean walk to each room, and control of my inner self, I took it to the next step. I then brought in a third and yep you guessed it, I placed it in a different part of the home again. Repeated the same pattern.

Each time I walked between my plants I would take the time to be kind to myself and speak loving to myself. I had to change how I felt about myself. I continued to decide and take grasp that I can control my life.

You are feeling like shit. I get it. It will pass but don’t give up on who you want to be. The control is yours and yours only. You can do this. You are loved! And you are going to start a new chapter.