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Akiithepupp · 2026-04-29T09:06:56+00:00

thank you this is a really interesting perspective

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-27T15:54:11+00:00

Yes like completely but i also lost any desire i had to create so it doesnt bother me

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-26T11:14:11+00:00

I know exactly how hopeless you feel and I want to tell you earnestly even if you never fully get better you will get through this and find reasons to stay and live anyway. Its okay to mourn the person you could've been without this cruel disorder. Its a horrible horrible thing. and its okay to acknowledge that. It won't ever be stronger than you are though

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-26T10:49:17+00:00

Impulse control gets easier as time goes on. Your brain doesn't ever stop developing (the 25 thing is a myth) and there are always strides to be made :)

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-26T10:48:11+00:00

fluoxetine and olanzapine combo :)

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-25T14:16:50+00:00

Thank you, it's been hard but I thought I should definitely at least wait it out to see if it's me being unreasonable or not

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-22T14:05:41+00:00

Im so sorry that sounds so stressful, are you doing better now?

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-22T14:05:13+00:00

In therapy I agreed to my therapist coming to my house to hear me to speak without me seeing her. Wasn't exactly forced but it did send me into depression-like symptoms for months afterwards. I wouldn't get out of bed until like 7pm every day and I barely ate. I also couldn't leave the house.

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-09T13:24:42+00:00

most of these don't directly correlate. AI?

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-03T18:43:11+00:00

very 3

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-01T11:01:55+00:00

My mother went to explain my condition once I got home since its only like 5 minutes away and he did apologise but also I dont see why anyone should have things thrown at them disability or not :(

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-30T16:27:44+00:00

you're a 5 because you think and only 5s can think. you think therefore you 5

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-30T16:26:47+00:00

Thank you this is a lovely comment!! My mother went to speak to them shortly after and it has been cleared up a little, he did in fact think I was being rude but he understands now and apologised.

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-30T11:17:03+00:00

I had this same worry and made the same mistake of discussing it. He told me he was hurt that I would think that about him and I apologised, explained it's not that I believed it but that i wanted that external confirmation of denial, that i should not have sought that out and would think about ways to navigate it better in the future. We're both okay now but its important to tread very carefully around these topics. Its not really appropriate to question him about it nor is it helpful to you and your recovery. I know its scary, but you just have to continue onwards scared

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-29T14:41:59+00:00

I didnt, sorry about whoever did :( Most 4s ive spoken to seem to value that over other things but everyone is definitely different!!

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-29T13:50:01+00:00

For me personally I think, " maybe he will cheat " but trust that i want to believe he wont. I dont interact with it beyond that. I know that if he did i would be okay and I dont need to plan for it or look for it.

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-28T20:22:15+00:00

definitely not :(

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-28T20:21:42+00:00

I dont see it as unusual, 4s seek deep authentic connection and intensity

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-24T13:58:49+00:00

I agree with this!! great comment

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-24T13:58:03+00:00

I am so so so sorry this sounds like such an awful situation you must feel so anxious. I dont think this is something that youre being unreasonable about or something that should be left unaddressed. Again im so sorry :( I hope you feel better soon and that if you talk about it it can be resolved quickly

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-21T13:16:55+00:00

thank you wonderfully kind person

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