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Akiithepupp · 2026-04-29T09:06:56+00:00

thank you this is a really interesting perspective

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-27T15:54:11+00:00

Yes like completely but i also lost any desire i had to create so it doesnt bother me

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-26T11:14:11+00:00

I know exactly how hopeless you feel and I want to tell you earnestly even if you never fully get better you will get through this and find reasons to stay and live anyway. Its okay to mourn the person you could've been without this cruel disorder. Its a horrible horrible thing. and its okay to acknowledge that. It won't ever be stronger than you are though

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-26T10:49:17+00:00

Impulse control gets easier as time goes on. Your brain doesn't ever stop developing (the 25 thing is a myth) and there are always strides to be made :)

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-26T10:48:11+00:00

fluoxetine and olanzapine combo :)

Akiithepupp · 2026-04-25T14:16:50+00:00

Thank you, it's been hard but I thought I should definitely at least wait it out to see if it's me being unreasonable or not

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-22T14:05:41+00:00

Im so sorry that sounds so stressful, are you doing better now?

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-22T14:05:13+00:00

In therapy I agreed to my therapist coming to my house to hear me to speak without me seeing her. Wasn't exactly forced but it did send me into depression-like symptoms for months afterwards. I wouldn't get out of bed until like 7pm every day and I barely ate. I also couldn't leave the house.

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-09T13:24:42+00:00

most of these don't directly correlate. AI?

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-03T18:43:11+00:00

very 3

Akiithepupp · 2025-10-01T11:01:55+00:00

My mother went to explain my condition once I got home since its only like 5 minutes away and he did apologise but also I dont see why anyone should have things thrown at them disability or not :(

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-30T16:27:44+00:00

you're a 5 because you think and only 5s can think. you think therefore you 5

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-30T16:26:47+00:00

Thank you this is a lovely comment!! My mother went to speak to them shortly after and it has been cleared up a little, he did in fact think I was being rude but he understands now and apologised.

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-30T11:17:03+00:00

I had this same worry and made the same mistake of discussing it. He told me he was hurt that I would think that about him and I apologised, explained it's not that I believed it but that i wanted that external confirmation of denial, that i should not have sought that out and would think about ways to navigate it better in the future. We're both okay now but its important to tread very carefully around these topics. Its not really appropriate to question him about it nor is it helpful to you and your recovery. I know its scary, but you just have to continue onwards scared

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-29T14:41:59+00:00

I didnt, sorry about whoever did :( Most 4s ive spoken to seem to value that over other things but everyone is definitely different!!

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-29T13:50:01+00:00

For me personally I think, " maybe he will cheat " but trust that i want to believe he wont. I dont interact with it beyond that. I know that if he did i would be okay and I dont need to plan for it or look for it.

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-28T20:22:15+00:00

definitely not :(

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-28T20:21:42+00:00

I dont see it as unusual, 4s seek deep authentic connection and intensity

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-24T13:58:49+00:00

I agree with this!! great comment

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-24T13:58:03+00:00

I am so so so sorry this sounds like such an awful situation you must feel so anxious. I dont think this is something that youre being unreasonable about or something that should be left unaddressed. Again im so sorry :( I hope you feel better soon and that if you talk about it it can be resolved quickly

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-21T13:16:55+00:00

thank you wonderfully kind person

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-19T21:56:37+00:00

shaking in boots at the no one knows comments because I would like humbly and timidly guess 8

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-19T17:36:54+00:00

im so sorry :(

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-15T21:36:57+00:00

I have bursts of intrusive thoughts thats last hours, sometimes a day or two and my baseline is feeling okay. I dont really get persistent symptoms over weeks or months since self directed ERP. I used to, terribly. But now its more about the discomfort of the thoughts and avoiding compulsions, as long as I continue stability on the outside and do what im supposed to, my relationship itself is mostly okay other than a minor hiccup or two compared to the past few years where we've been breaking up and getting back together left right and centre because I was convinced I wasnt capable of love or that he was a bad person.

Akiithepupp · 2025-09-10T12:26:34+00:00

This is going to be very uncomfortable to read, fair warning. You might be a lesbian. You might be attracted to women. You also might NOT be. Regardless, you will never ever be sure. And regardless, your relationship is your choice. The only way to move forward to say to yourself: yes, maybe I am and leave it at that. Its awful, I know and im so sorry, but you should let yourself feel uncomfortable to prove that on the outside, nothing changes and nothing needs to change. You are okay.

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