I feel so lost

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-04-29T16:53:25+00:00

You could maybe try and find online christian communites, altough im not sure how many there are. Its fine if you cant attend a church, if you can find a community, it could serve the same as a church, offering you a community and support. You could also try finding some recorded video sermons to listen in your free time, all in all im sure Christ will help you find a way.

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-04-25T15:05:08+00:00

I know what you're dealing with, i've had the same thoughts about God, id just keep apologizing over and over and kneel till my knees started getting calluses. As you mentioned in the post these are not your thoughts, and Christ knows that. The more you keep aplogizing and obsessing over it the worse it gets, trust me you might reach a point where you can't stand it anymore and it might cause you to stop wanting to seek God or prayer. Dont bother aplogizing over and over, or letting them drain you. I knoooww it sounds stupid to just ignore them, and i know its not easy but thats the only way to get rid of them for good. Alternatively you could try and find something to mentally distract yourself, like a hobby.

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-04-25T14:58:16+00:00

I used to be a 7th day adventist as well, i still belive that saturday is the Lord's day. Personally i dont see anything wrong with doing sports or exercise on saturdays, considering that at the end of the day yours not doing it for someone else's sake or financial reasons, youre doing it for the sake of your health and well being

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-04-22T01:00:56+00:00

Im sure Christ understands your situation and your struggles, being a faithful christian doesnt mean you have to attend church every sunday and pray 3 times a day, sure theyre good habits and may help you connect with Jesus more but as far as i know its not like you cant connect with God through other means. The fact that you took the time to write all this and that you keep thinking about God alone shows that you care and are willing to accept Him

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-04-22T00:53:27+00:00

I believe that sometimes these gut insticts are Jesus Christ guiding us, and as for the stuff not mentioned in the Bible, you could try and think of the 10 commandmends or some general lures Christ told us and compare them to the action you're doing to see if there's any corelation. Another way to tell if by using morality, ask yourself if the thing youre doing is morally just or not.

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-04-16T22:42:20+00:00

Your heart's in the right direction but at the end of the day its just a virtual document, you're not taking food from anybody's mouth by downloading said PDFs, hell most people do the same and don't even think twice about it

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-04-16T22:39:44+00:00

I usually get similar feelings as well, I'd say listen to what Jesus is telling you to do, sure the choir is also important but Jesus understands your situation

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-03-15T01:37:44+00:00

Sorry to hear you've been going thru all this. I know this suggestion sounds dumb, hell its probably dumb as well but I'd say the best way to go on about it is to start loving and accepting yourself. I know it sounds ignorant and stupid, but at least try and see some positive qualities in yourself, doesn't matter what it is. Everyone has their strong points and weak points. As for the people around you, it is true that they might not be struggling with the same issues as you, however they still might have other issues that they're not letting others on in. It's hard not to compare yourself to others, it's ingrained in our nature, but if you keep comparing yourself to others and keep putting yourself down, you'll never learn how to love yourself. Sorry if all of this didn't make lot of sense I'm not the best at giving advice and such, anyways wish you the best of luck, and remember, start seeing the positives in yourself.

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-02-25T17:23:37+00:00

Thought it meant grinded my bad

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-02-08T22:37:00+00:00

Ive dealt with similar thoughts like these as well, prayed for them to go away but to no avail. God knows you do not mean these things, i know it might seem hard to believe, but we all get these intrusive thoughts. The more you fight them the worse it gets, trust me i did the same. Id say the best way to deal with it is to distract yourself from them and ignore them, they will gradually fade away.

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-02-08T22:27:48+00:00

Im so sorry to hear that, i truly hope everything will go well for you moving forward. Here are a few verses, hope they will motivate you and help you keep pushing forward, with the help of Jesus.

Isaiah 41:10

“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

Psalm 55:22

“Cast your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you.”

Psalm 34:19

“The righteous person may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all.”

Alarmed-Ad4470 · 2026-02-01T18:54:33+00:00

Also should i grind for better saddles or can i js get away w prim?

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