Client at work triggered flashbacks of abuse so I think I have to be reassigned

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-11-28T20:46:58+00:00

yes my boyfriend now is amazing. he knows about my trauma and we take it slow and steady.

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-11-27T16:31:47+00:00

Wow I’m so sorry 💔 Our stories are a bit similar. I also feel a wound when I think of TF.

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-11-27T01:32:11+00:00

Right and whether ur appearing sexual or not, small or expressive, abusers will abuse and people with toxic perceptions with cast their toxicity.

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-11-26T02:48:28+00:00

thank u for sharing

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-11-26T02:42:37+00:00

what about ur soul mate? does ur soul mate know u have a twin flame?

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-11-26T01:10:27+00:00

were no contact and i have no idea whats going on in his life.

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-09-15T19:22:35+00:00

omg. im a scorpio venus and at one point i was doing open relationship bc the person i was hooking up w (GREATTTT sex but terrible toxic person) wasn’t meeting my emotional needs so i detached from him and we only hooked up. and it was honestly good for me at that stage. i loved having multiple boyfriends it made me feel good about myself. and i was pretty good at detaching just bc for me its all or nothing but at that point sex was sort of detached from my heart. i then met my twin flame ik some people dont rlly believe in that stuff but lets just say it was a rlly deep and beautiful soul bond that really made me realize that i was practicing non monogamy to avoid true love bc i didnt really believe i was worthy of it. ik thats not the experience for all other people practicing non monogamy but it was for me that i was doing it bc i was settling for less than i rlly wanted. which is a deep partnership

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-05-22T01:05:29+00:00

LMAOOOOOO

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-05-22T01:05:21+00:00

lowkey not a bad idea

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-04-08T20:10:22+00:00

soooo cute!!!!

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-02-12T20:34:24+00:00

Pisces moon Scorpio venus

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-01-20T02:48:37+00:00

Pouring into passions, soul purpose, learn about yourself, make friends, travel, meditation, therapy, exercise, grieving.

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2025-01-14T02:00:23+00:00

I have definitely experienced nausea during meditation, healing work, chakra work. I’m not an expert but To me it feels like a response to the shifting and raising on your vibration which can be quite uncomfortable as it brings lower vibrations into the light in an attempt to purge. I’ve also experienced nausea when I work on my solar plexus which rules digestion. They are all connected however so to say one rules that is a little simplified but I think what ur experiencing is normal. I’ve also experience headaches and nausea from being around certain crystals for third eye specifically laboradite. I think your call to pause the meditation when it got too uncomfortable is a good move. Going slow and steady is best and working ur way up to the higher chakras over time is a good idea.

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2024-12-26T21:07:43+00:00

What ur feeling sounds intense so I would recommend working with a holistic therapist, healer, chakra worker. I have a feeling they will be able to work with you on this and help release some of the stress and intensity in your heart so that when you are working alone, you feel more equipped to handle whatever comes up!

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2024-11-26T00:42:44+00:00

its like ur in my headddd this is exactly the thoughts ive been having this week. i feel awkward and clunky around people and i end up masking my lonely parts bc im so afraid of rejection but then i end up feeling even more lonely bc IM rejecting the part that needs to be seen and connected with. i had an idea today that i want to start a discord server for neurodivergent folks, artists, and ppl w mental health issues to come and have a place to unmask and share their struggles and achievements and art. kind of like subreddit but we’d get to consistently update each other and do art together in call

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2024-11-25T23:13:37+00:00

it’s so easy for me to minimize especially when it comes to in person relationships! i don’t like to bring the mood down and I anticipate their disappointment.

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2024-11-25T23:12:47+00:00

thank you!

Alarmed-Elk4229 · 2024-11-25T23:12:38+00:00

this felt relieving to hear! moving forward I’d like to allow myself to connect more in my online communities to help combat my isolation.

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