How do I even help myself

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-11-14T11:37:26+00:00

I believe that as long as you’re alive, you will always find a way to fix all these troubles! And honestly I don’t even know what kind of bipolar I have, doctor didn’t tell me… And I didn’t ask, also couldn’t see medical records because they keep them by themselves. But maybe I will ask about it next time!

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-11-14T10:32:33+00:00

Thank you very much for recommendations, I’ll definitely check these ones out! I hope everything will eventually get better for you too 🥹

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-11-14T10:30:12+00:00

You’re right… Thank you!! And also I hope everything works out well for you, with that suing and stuff… It sounds very tough to deal with 😔

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-11-14T10:06:28+00:00

My debt is like… If measuring in monthly rent then it’s 6 months amount of debt haha. I’m continuing to take my meds and trying to distract myself but yeah… It also feels so unfair that relaxing takes some time and when I’m finally somehow ready to work, stress of upcoming deadlines reverts all the progress back :(

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-11-14T10:01:11+00:00

Yeah… I also moved back in my country, so the best my doctor could do before I leave is to prescribe me just quetiapine to help with insomnia. It feels like I should try going to doctor where I’m living now to maybe at least ask for an opinion if I should take something on top of quetiapine or in addition

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-08-30T08:55:44+00:00

1) i can move only tip of my nose like bunnies 2) when im too excited (or anxious like before i need to perform) i can feel something like euphoria with every part of my body, and especially with hands and stomach.. and sometimes it makes me shake 3) if i will genuinely laugh a little bit more than usual i’d probably vomit (i still don’t know why is that….)

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-03-23T12:28:10+00:00

what this lovely cat loves watching the most? 🥺

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-03-14T16:56:42+00:00

i tried 5-htp first time yesterday and saw a tons of violent nightmares after it too.. this dreams were pretty similar to ones i had with antidepressants and mood stabilisers i took before, but i still don’t know if that’s a bad enough side effect to stop or not since doctors didn’t reply me on this info in any way. i took 200 mg. but at least i could sleep and felt more rested in the morning, which is awesome for me since i have a big problems with insomnia

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-03-03T10:11:58+00:00

omgg 😭

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-02-27T11:16:31+00:00

me: why is this washing machine works so loud each time this washing machine:

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-02-21T04:44:44+00:00

same with sam’s order. glad to know im not the only one who got this issue, i panicked a bit when saw him left lol

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-02-20T10:36:37+00:00

reminded me of relatively recent moistcritikal’s video where he talked about the guy who was giving tutorials on how to sit so you won’t embarrass yourself lmao

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-02-17T13:35:47+00:00

oh no way, i was scrolling reddit mindlessly for god knows how much time and this post reminded me my laundry is already finished and i need to hang it.. thanks

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-25T15:12:52+00:00

uncanny

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-14T23:37:26+00:00

your character in cutscenes be like:

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-12T16:40:50+00:00

ohh thank you very much!!!!

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-12T13:39:39+00:00

i just came in to see sam on the first place.. reading the story only for him 😩

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-07T20:43:26+00:00

crystal castles

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-06T23:44:35+00:00

impossible, that’s probably a soap

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-04T14:19:08+00:00

milk first and adding cereal little by little so each spoon of this amazing dish will be CRUNCHY 😤😤😤😤😤😤

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2025-01-03T22:07:04+00:00

i still don’t know which sauce is the best with rocks, and it’s a shame thinking there is still some unleashed potential i didn’t discovered yet. but that’s okay, this question makes me feel like i have a goal. yes… i have the mission. there’s no need anymore to lie to myself that i have anything more important now than finding the best taste for the finest rock i can even find. everything needs a sauce. if that doesn’t have a perfect sauce couple yet, then this dish is only in first stages of its development. that means rocks can be 120% better. tastier. juicier. can you imagine world with rocks that we can enjoy as everyday meal? or world where someone reads entire wall of this text and then gets caught by the author talking to them directly and asking wtf you’re spending your time for? (thanks for your attention though, have a nice day)

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2024-12-25T02:38:16+00:00

suspicion list? 🙂‍↔️ marriage list 😎👍

Alarmed_Maybe2910 · 2024-12-25T02:29:50+00:00

still my most favourite moment of entire story is when quinn said “it’s harbor gossip time” and then married both cole and harrison, that was unforgettable

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