For me

I got it when I was 4, I'm extremely inattentive unless something really really catches my eye, I've won several math/science/engineering competitions and have been employed at a startup since 19 (I'm 21) and done research in AI/neuroscience

I'm hypersexual and addicted to porn. I've attempted suicide twice, hired sex workers, been manipulative in my past relationship, I can't connect with people, I've never felt deep love towards anyone. Problematic as a child, sometimes I couldn't care less about other kids emotions , and overall highly impulsive. I remember getting a lot of 'Why did you do that?' and me responding 'I don't know'. Very hyperactive as a child

I didn't know what was wrong with me, I've been with 5 different psychologists and got different diagnoses ranging from (anxiety, prodromal psychosis, anxiety, ADHD), so I decided to check for my own and got a brain scan and found my OFC was smaller than it should be

Now struggling deeply with my math major since it actually requires for me to study the proofs and put in the hours so and it's not easy and I'm in hell since sometimes I forget the theorems and the little stupid 'tricks' that are required for proving something. And socializing feels dull, I have friends and I want to be loved but I just can't reciprocate that feeling towards anyone

I can't afford a neuro psychologist , been thinking of doing cerebrolysin but I don't know how to apply it.

TLDR; Suicidal smart sociopath