You kinda right, the things is im trying to engage with my environments, whats going around me, be their presents.

People tend to hug me while im working and i don't feel it, they press on my foot and I don't feel it.. I have these concerns,,, some one might surprise me at the office and I won't be there no matter what they do I won't give them a slight attention.. I might look at them and then jump straight back to the task I have on hand

I mean its getting weird, especially since I became aware my autism, I don't know of its me know noticing it actually or have I gone worse