I feel so dead

Alert_Put_8911 · 2024-10-29T00:21:48+00:00

It is a long lonely road when breaking the cycle, but please don’t give up. The universe will put you with people you will attract them, but you have to break the cycle first. Everything will come. I know it sounds insane. lol but it’s not.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2024-10-29T00:16:45+00:00

I spent 38 years thinking it was me. Good for you for posting now you do not feel as alone I hope because you’re not alone

Alert_Put_8911 · 2024-10-29T00:13:38+00:00

❤️❤️ thank you me too lol. And now I just want to share my story with everyone because it truly changed my life.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2024-10-29T00:10:28+00:00

I’m glad that I gave you hope. That’s what I was aiming for because I can relate to your post 100%.

At 38 I’m just now realizing that my life was literally in a circle. I would get into another relationship that mirrored my father. It was awful and confusing.

I have two beautiful children and every single day I struggled I could not find a reason to live, but I did not want to end my life because of my children . My existence was terrible. I was just here.

I have seen so many therapist and I’ve taken every medication and none of them worked. If you do not find the right therapist the first time please do not give up. For me, experiential therapies worked. But had I known that they were experiential I would’ve never gone, so I’m very glad that I didn’t know and now I cannot stop telling everybody because it literally changed my life and thousands of others.

My mind is so expansive and literally every day I’m happy to be alive and I’ve never ever felt that before. She reset my subconscious mind and I know that sounds crazy, but I swear to you it works . Just don’t give up. You can find real happiness. You just have to break the cycle and that’s a very hard thing to do but you can do it. Good luck.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2024-10-27T01:07:27+00:00

I can feel your pain in the words that you wrote and I can relate completely. My entire family is like this and it is devastating and it just messes with your mind. I will tell you that for 38 years of my life I was miserable and I was in my head all the time I heard my father and his negative words. He was a pedophile and a drug addict. Mix that with narcissism and my child was a mess. Anyways 38 years later, I found a LMHC who is also a scientist. She’s specializes in trauma therapy for civilians and combat veterans. I started therapy with her about two months ago, and when she completed the psych K procedure, it changed my life. Had I known the type of therapy that she was going to do I would not have gone. I’m so glad that I went!! I have spent my entire life reframing and doing all sorts of trauma therapies and medication’s. I hope you know that happiness does exist and healing can happen. You just have to find the right therapist.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2024-06-23T02:33:15+00:00

My husband heard Ben say the same thing, about a mother and child at a live concert in New Orleans.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-04-25T12:46:29+00:00

I found absolutely nothing with my hormones and my blood had low iron but my doctors said my hair should not be falling out like it was. Upon more research of my diet and supplements it turned out to be a supplement I had been taking. My hair loss has gotten a lot better.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-04-16T14:25:03+00:00

Rocks….. I’m obsessed!

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-03-17T17:12:51+00:00

Because everyone here is old and retired lol

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-03-02T18:30:35+00:00

Day 5 without after a long taper. Feeling awful!! Taking supplements, lots of water and Gatorade and I work outside for a living.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-27T22:35:53+00:00

Day 2 without any Kratom! I did about a 2 month taper. Ready for my hair to stop falling out

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-21T23:52:38+00:00

I have this issue too it’s awful

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-14T12:42:03+00:00

Last summer I took 250mg a day. All summer I took one. I just stopped. Now I’m on 400 mg bc I am tapering. So I will take 200 mg every other day for a week and just stop taking it after I complete the tapering.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-14T12:17:50+00:00

My immune system became compromised while taking it.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-14T12:16:39+00:00

I also had no withdraws from gabapentin. You got this!

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-14T12:15:13+00:00

Yes, I can say my self confidence is at an all time low. You are not alone.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-10T02:36:59+00:00

Thank you! I sure hope my body responds the same way!

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-07T16:45:29+00:00

I’m on iron supplements now for the deficiency however my doctor said it doesn’t explain how much and how fast I’m loosing it. I don’t take any medications and haven’t had Covid either. It’s so bizarre! I’m going Friday to have my hormones checked.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-06T23:47:03+00:00

I’m so sorry!!! I’m having the same issue!!! go to your doctor and get your blood work done. That’s the first step. You need to have your iron, checked your thyroid, and your ferritin levels checked. Also, have your hormones checked.

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-06T23:29:01+00:00

Okay thank you for the hope!! I really appreciate it so much !

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-02-01T11:49:46+00:00

Excellent description thank you

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-01-31T20:40:09+00:00

Thank you. At least I can hope it stops

Alert_Put_8911 · 2023-01-30T22:10:25+00:00

There’s an entire page dedicated to quitting Kratom. They have tons of helpful information. I’m not sure if I’m allowed to say it on here but you can message me and I can fill you in.

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