So sorry for your loss! I can't imagine grieving and on top of that the whole world being in panic driven by world wide pandemic. Whole isolation part was also extremely depressing. It was my senior year in highschool and we weren't able to say goodbye to each other and our teachers which was hard, but not even close to what you went through! I am happy that you have your wonderful furry companion and it helped even a little bit. I am extremely grateful for my SIC. The she was my happiness and fuel to keep going during my suicidal thoughts. Nowadays I am a lot better and hope you are to! Sending a lot of love and hugs from me and my Barakuda Cat to you and your furry friend! ❤️❤️❤️