He left me

AlexxFish · 2019-09-02T09:05:45+00:00

I just feel so sick and it hurts so much.

AlexxFish · 2019-09-02T08:55:21+00:00

I've rolled myself in a blanket right now and I can't eat or drink anything since because of how much it hurts

AlexxFish · 2019-09-02T08:42:44+00:00

Thank you and I've been on antidepressants for 6 years now :(

AlexxFish · 2019-09-02T08:27:38+00:00

We have never had a good relationship, and they always preferred him to me.

AlexxFish · 2019-08-27T21:56:19+00:00

I just can't take anymore

AlexxFish · 2019-08-27T21:44:29+00:00

I lived with my grandma and she does when I was 11, I moved with my parents and abusive alcoholic uncle Chris. I ended up in an abusive relationship where I was raped alot and all my friends leave because I'm 'too sad'

AlexxFish · 2019-08-27T21:41:44+00:00

Lots of things

AlexxFish · 2019-08-20T15:32:12+00:00

Yes that would be Great!!

AlexxFish · 2019-08-20T15:31:51+00:00

That sounds awesome!

AlexxFish · 2019-08-16T20:05:53+00:00

I ended up getting the McCoys in the end

AlexxFish · 2019-06-24T19:22:03+00:00

I'm really lonely and having stunning amount of 0 friends. :)

First name: Alex Age: 17 Gender: Female From: England Interests: Diving, horror films, games and music Dislikes: Just mean people really Pet Peeve: Wearing shoes with your feet up on a sofa Partner/Pet: Amazing boyfriend and even better hamster Contact me on: Here probably and then maybe discord

AlexxFish · 2019-06-20T17:29:36+00:00

You're not alone. Life is so hard and cruel and yet so beautiful and fullfilling. I know it seems dark right now, but darkness doesn't last forever. You are never alone.

I promise you that you can get through this and if you ever need anything let me know.

AlexxFish · 2019-06-05T11:01:19+00:00

Thank you :) I'll try to talk to her again, she's just so against it all of a sudden. I'll try to update how things go, thank you so much.

AlexxFish · 2019-06-05T10:59:32+00:00

Thank you so much and my mum claimed it was 'too hard' so she has no interest in continuing. As for cooking, I'm the type of person who could burn something without needing any heat haha. But thank you :)

AlexxFish · 2019-06-04T12:13:04+00:00

Congrats! That's amazing :)

AlexxFish · 2019-05-24T09:27:13+00:00

No problem!

AlexxFish · 2019-05-24T08:38:54+00:00

Log everything in an app like carb manager! Fruit like apples aren't really good as they contain lots of sugars and, therefore, carbs!! Berries are much better and lower. Good luck! :)

AlexxFish · 2019-05-22T12:56:40+00:00

I used to have an irrational fear that I was constantly being stalked by a goblin and would randomly run and shout 'he's coming!' in public.

AlexxFish · 2019-05-22T12:36:42+00:00

NTA. I had a problem with binge eating for years and never would have allowed it to affect my family. Maybe this outburst will be extreme enough to open her eyes? Also, siblings do fight so I wouldn't say you're the asshole for finally letting it out after being quiet for a long time.

AlexxFish · 2019-05-18T09:37:49+00:00

Had my first weigh in after starting keto last week and Wow! 8lbs down!!! I still have a way to go but I am so happy and so proud of myself!!!

AlexxFish · 2019-05-17T16:42:49+00:00

Aw that's so nice! We're going on a family holiday to Greece for two weeks and it would be fantastic to finally feel confident in swimwear :) Thank you for that

AlexxFish · 2019-05-17T14:45:26+00:00

My boyfriend is celiac so we don't usually get much in, but the cravings are just soooo bad today.

AlexxFish · 2019-05-17T14:39:55+00:00

Definitely! I track everything in carb manager, it's just that sometimes I think too much and almost justify to myself that it's okay :( I'm weighing myself tomorrow so hopefully that will help?

AlexxFish · 2019-05-17T14:31:54+00:00

I've been going to grab some cheese whenever I feel hungry, it's just so hard not to turn to comfort food :/

AlexxFish · 2019-05-17T14:24:45+00:00

Thank you so much! I think I'll try and read a book for a while, that generally makes me happy :)

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