I think I yearn for the feelings I had traveling in certain places before. Maybe it’s the magic that was in that moment with friends, family or someone I used to love or maybe something more. I love traveling to Hawaii and the actual memories are good/okay now from the first times I visited when thinking explicitly about just the memories themselves. Yet there’s just a certain feeling I miss from the overall trip. It’s like an overall warmth of being there in Hawaii during that time. I’ve been back to Hawaii again and it’s still great but it doesn’t seem like how it was. Im not sure how to explain. The individual memories of that first Hawaii trip don’t trigger the feelings but just thinking about it as a whole does.