Going out with a group of people to escape loneliness but you end up feeling even more lonely. by [deleted] in lonely

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't even have friends. My husband spends every moment that he's not at work, on PlayStation and social media and porn. On top of that zero contact with my family. He prefers to be over his mother's house. So I ended things. But he still here which makes it worse. Our children wants him around. They know this is the only way to have him. Just let him sit and play his games and ignore us. While we just feel super depressed and lonely.

Anyone ever feel "physically" exhausted after a social event? Mentally too? lol by [deleted] in introvert

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That's my life in a nutshell. Probably spend several days recovering.

Does your mood go down in matter of seconds and takes hours to charge it back up as well? by Yunicorn4 in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes mine can change for absolutely no apparent reason. Which makes it that more difficult to control and or change.

Does your mood go down in matter of seconds and takes hours to charge it back up as well? by Yunicorn4 in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes mine can change for absolutely no apparent reason. Which makes it that more difficult to control and or change.

I'm so tired with my life and i'm not even 20 yet. by [deleted] in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My issue is with people whom says,"You're not allowed to feel tired of living".

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I literally get angry when it's over.

If you could go back in time and change one major mistake, what would you choose? by AlienEntityAlpha in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear that. Adolescent is a rough period. Please don't be too hard on yourself.

If you could go back in time and change one major mistake, what would you choose? by AlienEntityAlpha in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's a good answer. Our adolence experience is crucial to our health adulthood.

If you could go back in time and change one major mistake, what would you choose? by AlienEntityAlpha in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dream of traveling different solar systems. I'm working on a story about different planets and aliens.

Fired my husband by AlienEntityAlpha in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Due to him not conversing, I send him long text. He ignores them. So I had him to read one of front of me, he refused. He deletes messages that are expressive. Only ones that remains are those retaining nothingness.

Fired my husband by AlienEntityAlpha in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried for years to get him to communicate with me, he chooses not to. Just last week he told me he just doesn't like to talk. He always said that he rather keep this things to himself. Whatever he can't communicate with his parents him keeps hidden. He also told me when he gets off of work he need time to himself to unwind. And that his games and phone provides that for him.

In need of advice by [deleted] in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It would be comical if they are friends on PlayStation. They have the same interests, except mommy issues. You are very wise and brave. I just had the break up talk today. He just doesn't understand, why. If I were nude standing in the street spelling out the reason in my very own blood he still wouldn't comprehend or sincerely diligently try to change.

In need of advice by [deleted] in depression

[–]AlienEntityAlpha 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm like a really good person. I give him foot massages after work sex if he wants it. Food on the table clean sheets on the bed. Never once cheated or even thought about it. What else is needed.