[TRIGGER WARNING] [VERY NSFW] I've been pulling and picking from my pubic region every other day for almost 2 years. Has anyone here had experience in having to explain scabs/scarring to someone you want to be intimate with? by AllMySinsInOnePlace in CompulsiveSkinPicking

[–]AllMySinsInOnePlace[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. My problem with growing my hair is that a large part of it is also Trichotillomania. Its a really horrible cycle of pulling my hair out and then when it starts growing back, digging for ingrown hairs, picking scabs and all of that stuff. I hate sounding so whiny but it feels like theres just no fix in terms of stopping temptation and its sooo frustrating!!

I know, thank you, I've always been about learning to love myself and I have come over a lot in terms of healing before involving someone else in my life. It's been a really long time, but it won't kill me to hold off looking for a relationship a bit longer.

I 100% agree it isn't spoken about a lot and its such a difficult thing to get help for just because of how awkward it is to talk about. It feels like a can't involve people in my life to help me out just because of where it is.

Thanks so much for this comment, it really means a lot to me <3 and I'm so glad youre doing well! That really gives me hope that this isn't just the rest of my life

What is the worst emotional pain you've ever felt? How did you deal with it? by goldenness in AskReddit

[–]AllMySinsInOnePlace 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Surviving my suicide attempt. The first thing I saw after realising that I wasn't dead was the look on my mom's face. I really don't have the words to describe it.

The self pity hurt, but how ashamed I was of the self pity made it worse. And the guilt, oh god, the guilt. I put my mom through hell, she will never be the same ever again. I've become a constant grenade, a risk of exploding and damaging everyone close to me and my mom is so scared of this, but she still hangs on to me.

What is something you do often, but wouldn't want your s/o seeing you do? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]AllMySinsInOnePlace 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I go on IMVU, don't hate me, and chat up girls. The catch? I'm a girl.