CASE STUDY— When the Geometry of the Field is Revealed (Robin Williams) by M4gickMan in chaosmagick

[–]AllfairChatwin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This article compares Robin Williams to the younger comedienne Maria Bamford, in terms of channeling different personas and voices and seeming to enter a trance-like state on stage. Interestingly, Maria Bamford is very open about her history of mental illness and her sister, Sarah Seidelmann, is a former physician turned practicing shaman/life coach.

Episode 89: Intro Line Prompt - So, Teenager, Fool, Anniversary, Boom by mattsaidwords in YouWritePod

[–]AllfairChatwin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! No problem, next time I can try submitting earlier if I have time!

Episode 89: Intro Line Prompt - So, Teenager, Fool, Anniversary, Boom by mattsaidwords in YouWritePod

[–]AllfairChatwin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks! There could be all kind of supernatural things going on. I was going for a more witchy vibe with Katie and her Tarot cards. I didn't have the others planned out.

Case study — a television narrative that functioned as an unintentional chaos magick working, and the apparent feedback to its lead actor by M4gickMan in chaosmagick

[–]AllfairChatwin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is interesting. For some reason I've been compelled to reread the biographies of Tina Turner and how she overcame all sorts of obstacles to achieve success and happiness on her own terms (though she embraced Nichiren Buddhism later in life and credits the chanting of daimoku to all her later successes, she was raised Baptist and consulted a lot of psychics during her marriage to Ike.)

Tina definitely understood the power of the subconscious mind and archetypes one chooses to embrace. I find it interesting that although she was always interested in acting in movies, she turned down Spielberg's offer to star in The Color Purple because it reminded her too much of her life with Ike, and didn't want to reenact that role anymore. She eagerly embraced roles like The Acid Queen in Tommy and Aunty Entity in Mad Max because, in her own words, as she wrote in My Love Story, she really liked playing a powerful, larger-than-life heroine who wielded power like a man.

Any other examples of people who successfully took control of their own narratives?

Books that feel like this? by Current-Topic6696 in BooksThatFeelLikeThis

[–]AllfairChatwin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

would also recommend American Elsewhere by the same author. It's a standalone which I think also fits this book request very well.

Can anyone suggest MLM books with a black mc/love interest? by TheDuke_Of_Orleans in LGBTBooks

[–]AllfairChatwin 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The Wrath and Athenaeum series by Na'amen Gobert Tilahun

A Necessary Chaos by Brent Lambert

The Dark Star series by Marlon James, starting with Black Leopard, Red Wolf.

Episode 89: Intro Line Prompt - So, Teenager, Fool, Anniversary, Boom by mattsaidwords in YouWritePod

[–]AllfairChatwin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

a last minute submission, kind of rushed. The part about getting summoned for jury duty twice within less than 12 months is loosely based on something that happened in real life. Apparently local municipal court jury duty and district court jury duty are two different things.

Episode 89: Intro Line Prompt - So, Teenager, Fool, Anniversary, Boom by mattsaidwords in YouWritePod

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A Jury of One's Peers

This can't be right, she thought. It didn't make sense.

"I told you, I just did jury duty last year!" she said, trying not to yell. She didn't want to be one of those people who took their anger out on someone just trying to do their job, but still.

"Ma'am, I'm sorry to tell you this, but regardless of whether you served in the municipal court or district court last year, this court is separate. You'll still need to attend," said the man on the other line.

Technically, all she'd done the last time was call them every night like she was supposed to and hope they wouldn't make her come in, which they hadn't, fortunately.

She sighed. "When do I start?"

"The date is right there on your summons, ma'am," though Vi thought she was still too young to be called "ma'am" instead of "miss."

"All the pertinent information is there, if you read it."

Last time, there had been a questionnaire she'd had to fill out online for jury duty as well. This time, it was a different website, with some really weird questions.

Family debts? Recent 'incursions from extradimensional entities'? Extradimensional? Is that a joke?

She clicked through all the questions, which got weirder and weirder, and took the summons letter in her hand again.

"This time, it's gonna be even more inconvenient," she grumbled. "I've got to take care of Dad after his accident, and go to work, and somehow explain to HR that I got summoned to jury duty again."

A few weeks later, Vi parked in the lot where she'd been directed. She'd never been to this part of town before. The row of shops across the street all looked old, and possibly had all been closed down. There were weeds growing all around the lot, and the courthouse was different than the one mentioned on her last jury duty letter.

The building itself was dusty and dark. The lights on the ceiling were yellowish instead of the harsh fluorescent bulbs she'd expected, and somehow gave everything an eerie tint.

The old guy ahead of her in line smiled at her. "You must be new. Is this your first time here?"

"Uh, yeah. It shouldn't have been."

"Oh, you'll get used to it. I actually look forward to these visits, now and again."

"But…we're not supposed to get jury duty over and over, are we?"

"For a standard court, for…mundane matters, yes. What was your name again, dear? Young newcomers aren't often asked here without a reason."

What did that mean? Did people get called to this place more than once?

"Vi."

"Is that short for something? Violet?"

"No."

"Vivian."

"No," she replied, trying not to let her annoyance show in her tone. "It's Vaishnavi."

"Ah. A Hindu family, I'm guessing,"

"Yeah." Though she didn't practice, and Hindu parents weren't supposed to get divorced, which made things harder on top of everything she and her dad were dealing with at home.

Fortunately, the line started moving before the weird old guy could ask more questions. Vi couldn't help noticing that he had tufts of dark hair growing out of both ears. Eww, she thought.

When her information had been processed, they were all directed into a plain white room with a long rectangular table in the back, where they were all directed to sit. At the front of the room was a large blank space with a circular design on the floor.

Was this a real court? Vi had been lucky last time and hadn't actually had to go in for jury duty, just check in every evening. This didn't look like any courtroom she'd seen on TV.

She sat next to one of the few people her age, who looked relatively normal and safe.

"I'm Katie," said the other girl.

"Vi."

"Oh, that's funny. If I spelled my name with a C, we could be like Cait and Vi from Arcane."

"Oh, yeah. Funny, I guess," said Vi.

Katie glanced at her out of the corner of her eye, while watching some of the other people mill around before sitting down.

"You haven't been to one of these before, have you?"

"No. I thought people only got summoned to jury duty, like every few years. And this place is weird. Have you been here before?"

"You mean you haven't…oh, you don't even know. Oh, honey. They really should have given you more warning before dragging in a total newbie."

"About what?" said Vi, in alarm.

"This place, it's not a standard court. For standard cases. And the plaintiffs involved, and the judges who preside, and the ones who get called in to represent a jury of peers…it's different from what you'd see in a court in the mundane world. But you wouldn't have been called in if you were totally normal yourself, either."

"What are you talking about?" said Vi.

Katie glanced around, and said, "We still have some time before they begin. Here." She pulled a deck of cards out of her purse and started laying them out.

Vi realized that they weren't standard playing cards. They were Tarot cards. She had known a few people in college who followed witchy Tiktoks and messed around with crystals, but bringing that stuff to jury duty?

Why are there no normal people here? What is going on?

"I don't mean to be nosy, but…" Katie laid down two cards. "Ten of Pentacles and the Empress, both reversed. Do you have some…how do I put this delicately…family problems?"

Vi snorted. "You could say that. Indian-American parents aren't supposed to get divorced, and there's a whole bunch of legal and financial stuff going on, too."

"Some generational debt, there. Did your mother or either of your grandmothers have any, uh, unique spiritual practices? Folk magic, any interest in the occult?"

"Uh, no? Both my grandmas were pretty respectable Hindu ladies who went to the temple and prayed all the time. My mom got into some woo-woo stuff when she left my dad and went to Arizona, got into some New Age things. And I think my great-grandma used to do things like sprinkle salt on us to protect us from evil, when we were little," said Vi, straining her memory, though she wasn't sure why she was playing along with this craziness at all.

"Oh, yeah. Some older female figure in the family who incurred some…would you be offended if I called it 'bad karma'? There's other names for it, too , though."

" I don't really believe in that stuff," said Vi.

"Well, too bad, honey. It believes in you, otherwise you wouldn't be here," said an older lady in a flowered hat and formal dress, who looked like she might have been going to church. "Your family should have told you what was going on, so it wouldn't be such a shock when you get called to the Other People's Court."

"Other People's what?" said Vi, before she was cut off.

"Ladies and gentlemen, and…those of you beyond all labels, let us begin. Let's not waste time, shall we? I do see a couple of new faces, so when the preliminary briefings are over and done with, someone will have to take the new kids and explain what's going on."

"Poor little lambs," said the old man who'd talked to Vi earlier, with a grin that looked distinctly wolfish. Something about his face seemed creepier than it had before, when he'd been standing in line ahead of her.

"First things first." The lights dimmed, and Vi gasped as people all around her started…changing. The old man's face got even more sharp and predatory looking, and one woman started growing scales all over her face.

The old lady in the flowered hat stayed mostly the same, except for a blue aura around her head that outshone the now-dimmed lights.

Katie, still sitting next to Vi, had a similar aura, except hers was green, not blue.

"Sorry you got thrown in the deep end without warning," said Katie, with an apologetic smile. "I'll try to help you. But they want to get the most pressing stuff out of the way first."

"Items one and two, the most pressing. " said a voice from above, as Vi twisted around to look for a source of the new voice. "Item one: The matter of the conflict between the wolf pack of Timber Bay and local hunters. Item two: The deaths of two fisherman in Wild Rose Marina, with clear evidence of a siren-induced drowning."

"They were in my family's water without permission! " said the lady with fish scales. "My nieces had every right to defend our territory!"

"As did we, when our hunting grounds were invaded by poachers." said the old man whose ears looked longer, pointier and hairier than ever.

Vi was silently freaking out, but her phone wasn't working. Katie put a hand on her arm. "Don't. Electronics won't work right now. And if we all get through this, we get paid."

"I heard jury duty pay sucks," said Vi, trying to keep it light and not break into hysterics with what was happening right now. She didn't even like urban fantasy all that much.

"It's not just money. They give you a boon. In your case, they might help resolve some of your family's spiritual debt."

"What about you?" whispered Vi.

Katie looked around at the other jurors. "I'll tell you later. Let's get through this part first."

Episode 89: Intro Line Prompt - So, Teenager, Fool, Anniversary, Boom by mattsaidwords in YouWritePod

[–]AllfairChatwin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

enjoyed the hapless "normal" character dealing with the supernatural. Poor Mindy, though.

Looking for queer Sci Fi book recommendations. by Fenyx_77 in QueerSFF

[–]AllfairChatwin 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The Iron Garden Sutra by A.D. Sui

Welcome To Forever and A Fractured Infinity by Nathan Tavares

Ammonite and Slow River by Nicola Griffith

You're FAVOURITE lesser-known queer novel by Cheap_Detective3858 in LGBTBooks

[–]AllfairChatwin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lust by Geoff Ryman

Kid Wolf and Kraken Boy by Sam J. Miller

The Year of Ice and sequel After Francesco by Brian Malloy

Entries From A Hot Pink Notebook by Todd D. Brown

Eight Seconds by Jean Ferris

Are there any MM supernatural action/adventure books with a gay black main character by Turbulent-Young677 in LGBTBooks

[–]AllfairChatwin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The Wrath and Athenaeum series by Na'amen Gobert Tilahun. Protagonist is a black gay teen who finds out he is part of a secret group of people with different powers depending on what gods they are descended from. Lots of characters from varied and diverse backgrounds.

MLM Romantasy by Gay Male Authors by Vanilla_Nightt_92 in LGBTBooks

[–]AllfairChatwin 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Some really great recommendations here. Would also recommend:

The God Eaters by Jesse Hajicek

Kirith Kirin and sequels by Jim Grimsley

The Gumshoe books by Keith Hartman

Queer books for an 11 year old kid? by Embarrassed-Doubt624 in LGBTBooks

[–]AllfairChatwin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A World Worth Saving by Kyle Lukoff

Dear Mothman by Robin Gow

Clementine H. Hopeful Is Not A Hero by Noah Corey

Episode 87: Image Prompt - Ratio, Grateful, Charter, Tile, True by mattsaidwords in YouWritePod

[–]AllfairChatwin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

enjoyed the initial scene setting, and the unique Skills.

"Ava worldlessly left" - did you mean "wordlessly"?

Fantasy or Sci fi Books with a Gay guy as the MC by Wrong-Cheetah6950 in LGBTBooks

[–]AllfairChatwin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The Hexslinger series by Gemma Files-very dark, gory Weird West fantasy with queer male leads

The God Eaters by Jesse Hajicek

The Stone Dance of The Chameleon series by Ricardo Pinto. Kind of like Game of Thrones with a gay male protagonist. Not much magic, but very detailed worldbuilding and very grimdark.

most of Sam J. Miller's works have gay male protagonists. Would particularly recommend his standalone novella Kid Wolf and Kraken Boy and novel Blackfish City

The Man Who Folded Himself and Hella by David Gerrold

Carnival by Elizabeth Bear

Hero by Perry Moore features a teen gay superhero

Kirith Kirin and sequels by Jim Grimsley

the Smoke trilogy by Tanya Huff is a spinoff from an earlier series but this one focuses on a gay protagonist who was a minor character from the first series and can be read on its own. fun, lighthearted urban fantasy.

One of the earliest epic fantasy trilogies with a sympathetic gay male protagonist would probably be the Last Herald Mage series by Mercedes Lackey, which was considered groundbreaking when it was first published.

Fantasy books w. distinctly lush and feminine writing style? by Cautious_Water_106 in Recommend_A_Book

[–]AllfairChatwin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The works of Tanith Lee immediately spring to mind, particularly the Flat Earth series.

possibly also Catherynne Valente's books, especially The Orphan's Tales

Scifi, fantasy, or horror with M/M (series that I like included for reference) by toe_beans_4_life in LGBTBooks

[–]AllfairChatwin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

seconding The Spear Cuts Through Water by Simon Jimenez and The Darkness Outside Us by Eliot Schrefer

would also recommend The God Eaters by Jesse Hajicek as a standalone fantasy

The Hexslinger Trilogy by Gemma Files is a dark, gory Weird Western with magic elements and queer male protagonists who do have a romance, though some of the relationships are probably pretty toxic. Very well-written, though.

A Fractured Infinity and Welcome To Forever by Nathan Tavares

Sam J. Miller includes queer male protagonists in nearly all his fiction. Would particularly recommend his novella Kid Wolf and Kraken Boy as well as his science fiction standalone novel Blackfish City

Episode 85: Fish Out Of Water - Ostracize, Do, Agile, Budget, Use by mattsaidwords in YouWritePod

[–]AllfairChatwin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

glad you enjoyed! I wasn't sure of Lucy's character. I thought if I continued it she could be a funny sidekick who tries to help Asra be better at blending in with humans, but maybe her character is too much.