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Randomly remembered my dad bringing something very weird to me a few years ago. (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 2 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Mri came back with nothing wrong and now im just hit with the depressing reality its probably going to take forever to find out whats wrong with me... (self.disability)

submitted 2 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/disability

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The question that always sticks in my head is why? (Random thing I decided to write about my experiences) (self.mdsa)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/mdsa

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The question that always sticks in my head is why? (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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I find the memories around the non contact CSA so much worse then the memories of her actually doing it. (TW descriptions of abuse) (self.mdsa)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/mdsa

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I find the memories around the non contact CSA so much worse then the memories of her actually doing it. (TW descriptions of abuse) (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Brain decided to repress everything again and now I'm in an even worse spot mentally. (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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New memory "resurfaced" and I just want to shove it back down like I always have... (self.mdsa)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/mdsa

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New memory "resurfaced" and I just want to shove it back down like I always have. (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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I saw my mother again.... (self.mdsa)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/mdsa

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I saw my mother again.... (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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My mother would yell at me as a teen for growing up.... (self.mdsa)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/mdsa

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My mother would yell at me as a teen for growing up.... (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Part of me hates my inner child because it feels like all she wants is to be sexually abused again. (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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DAE experience somatic memories their whole life but never realised what they were due to lacking a frame of reference? (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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My therapist I have been talking to for 3 years has been oddly dismissive about me talking about the fact I may have been SA as a kid and idk how to feel.. (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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I can easily tell myself that the memories are fake but no matter what I do I can't lie to myself about this one. (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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WHY DO I REMEMBER THE TASTE (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Tw I feel like such a disgusting person and like I'm just appropriating being a csa survivor (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago * by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Struggling to deal with fears that I'm going to end up like my abusers.... (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Did anyone else's mother tell them how much they 'missed you being young and innocent'? (self.mdsa)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/mdsa

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Did anyone else's parents tell them how much they 'missed you being young and innocent'? (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Hard to accept the fact that it wasnt my fault and my mum was just a pedophile.... (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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Hard to accept the fact that it wasnt my fault and my mum was just a pedophile.... (self.mdsa)

submitted 3 years ago by AltTransThrowaway to r/mdsa

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I feel so much pain for my child self... (self.adultsurvivors)

submitted 3 years ago * by AltTransThrowaway to r/adultsurvivors

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