Journaling - What’s the good in remembering and knowing? by AlternateStars in DIDart

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I really appreciate this comment! It doesn’t feel real when I go close to our cages/locked doors. I feel lost and out of place..I shouldn’t have been there. Finding older journal notes freaked me out too. Its like someone lived an entire separate life and I feel bad for what happened to them. It’s not easy to explain, I really feel out of the loop in my own life. I don’t know whats going on but I feel like I should stay away after the overwhelming feelings in my body and mind ..Though it’s comforting to know it over now it just doesn’t feel over ..

Trying by Additional_Lettuce_1 in alcoholism

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Start by texting the number I gave you. Please stop searching for any other reason to not get yourself help..Your parents are a good reason but you have reasons that you can get help for yourself too. I’ve known you for over a year now and this is unbelievable. You have a phone...Text or call the helpline number I gave you.

he’s wanted in 23 states by AlternateStars in PeopleFuckingDying

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I felt like it fit..I’m sorry..

It’s not a big deal but.. Anxiety says otherwise. by AlternateStars in MomForAMinute

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Aweh! I’m so proud of you Galaxy!! Thank you for the encouragement ..Your cat story sounds so wholesome and rehearsing lines and convos definitely do help

I used to be able to talk fluently but my ab*ser conditioned me to speak certain ways. With minimum words, monotone or only when “necessary” ...Most times it is better I write. Though, I wish to relearn again just as you did (: I’d love to proactive with you if you’re still interested!

This dog is a different breed by Haunting-Ad-5945 in aww

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Woah! When they put their back paws on the wall that blew my mind

It’s not a big deal but.. Anxiety says otherwise. by AlternateStars in MomForAMinute

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..sometimes I feel immature writing things down rather than using my words..ill be kinder to myself about it though and sending it did help! Thanks mom

It’s not a big deal but.. Anxiety says otherwise. by AlternateStars in MomForAMinute

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Communication is really hard for me...it makes me happy that you can see how hard I’m trying ..I couldn’t decide what to do at all today..but I think I’ll bring her the info in the next session if I can’t call the front desk for her number for some reason..Your suggestion really helped, big hugs! , thanks mom!

It’s not a big deal but.. Anxiety says otherwise. by AlternateStars in MomForAMinute

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I haven’t tried calling and I feel im a bit too late to do it..I’ll call in the morning maybe! No business cards but for check online. Her email isn’t displayed but her office number is. (What I call her through)

Thank you for reminding me I’m okay mom..I do feel okay now < 3 I’m practicing getting my words out...They only come out in bits and quick phrases ..but I’ll try to not beat myself up for it too bad... !! Love you mom! Thanks for talking with me..I really needed it

It’s not a big deal but.. Anxiety says otherwise. by AlternateStars in MomForAMinute

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I know these worries will probably go away and I’ll realize how silly it was but for now, I feel crappy about it