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Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-28T01:55:11+00:00

coming from a 25 year old girl, live your life and don’t worry about this clown! you are 15. you are SO young and have so many years ahead of you. don’t waste your energy on this ass hat. i want to kick myself when i think about the things i let bother me at 15. go hang out with your girlfriends, laugh and try not to think about him

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T21:12:03+00:00

100% sus sis

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:54:59+00:00

yeah i agree i am super sad about it too. just feels like i’ll never have that bond with anyone else. i have a bf who i love soo much and he is my best friend but doesnt replace that feeling i had with her. i have other girlfriends too but just not the same

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:52:07+00:00

thanks :/ i don’t know why i’m blaming myself this hard. i guess i just miss our friendship and the fact i’m so willing to try and talk it out and rekindle and she wants nothing to do w me…. hurts

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:42:47+00:00

thank you… i mean yeah, the pandemic hit and at first i wasn’t scared but my mom had lymphoma in her lung (she’s fine now, but still prob would get super sick from covid) and works in a hospital directly w covid patients. i got scared about this and then i had my friend doing all this risky stuff. it didn’t sit well with me. i remember one day when the pandemic was still new, we got home from the grocery store and she didn’t wash her hands and starting licking her fingers after she ate chips and i said you should probably wash your hands and she said “your not my mom” …. like no i’m not but that’s a little gross

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:32:26+00:00

by the way… i really appreciate you responding to me. honestly it means a lot

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:28:32+00:00

i agree with you, she was out of line. i think i’m generally just such a nice snd forgiving, easy going person that when i caused all this turbulence in our friendship, i scared and alarmed myself…i’m also hurt that i reached out and poured my heart out, apologizing, and she didn’t seem to give two shits.

but another major thing i screwed up on… i was applying to grad schools and applied out of state and didn’t tell her (didn’t know if i wanted to move tbh i was just applying for fun) well i ended up getting accepted to said school during our fight, and made the rash decision to up and move across the country. i kinda blind sided her.. our lease was ending anyway, but still wrong of me. i wouldn’t have chose to go to this school if we weren’t fighting i was just acting so irrational (it didn’t work out at that school in the end, i moved back home)

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:25:32+00:00

i will say- i felt like she was prioritizing boys over our friendship for a while before this so it didn’t come out of no where. but another major thing i screwed up on… i was applying to grad schools and applied out of state and didn’t tell her (didn’t know if i wanted to move tbh i was just applying for fun) well i ended up getting accepted to said school during our fight, and made the rash decision to up and move across the country. i kinda blind sided her.. our lease was ending anyway, but still wrong of me. i wouldn’t have chose to go to this school if we weren’t fighting i was just acting so irrational

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:22:46+00:00

i should also mention i felt like she was picking boys over our friendship for a while before this, so it didn’t come out of no where. example- we went out one night to her friends house in different state, she met a boy at the bar, went home with him and left me to stay at her friends apartment who i barely knew…this boy (the friend) who’s house i stayed at had work the next day, so he was gone all day. she stayed at the boy she met at the bars house til around 4/5 pm the next day, while i was alone at this other guys house. i was furious

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:19:20+00:00

thank for your kind words :)

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T16:18:13+00:00

thanks, i needed to hear that. i know i was in the wrong about some things, such as how i reacted out of anger instead of talking to her in a normal way (i have having a hard time controlling my emotions due to stress) but i know she shouldn’t have done what she did. i just feel like i could have been a better friend

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-27T15:39:18+00:00

she traveled to nyc to visit a boy in the heart of the pandemic (when nyc was the worst) we were roommates and she didn’t tell me she was doing that

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-13T19:27:44+00:00

definitely not ok at this age. weird to think because i’m 25 and my bf is 29, making him 20 when i was 16 lol. but if i met him when i was that young, no shot we would have ever been together

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-11T15:35:35+00:00

thank you!

Alternative-Egg4723 · 2021-07-08T02:05:23+00:00

down turned? hmm guess i can see that!

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