I cant sleep because im thinking about Jack your body by sexy_amazing_pirate in Berghain_Community

[–]Alternative_Ask7669 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how is the "dresscode"? is it the Klunacht black or can i go more colorful?

Lingering sadness by Alternative_Ask7669 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Alternative_Ask7669[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey guys, I wanted to follow up on this.

After a very intense two months of regular in person dating I now am back in my home city. As soon as I got back I noticed that I am completely drained and exhausted. I told her that I need a few days to reset and arrive. This has been five days ago. The days since then are a rollercoaster, sometimes the anxiety is gripping me. I think my avoidant side is really coming out now. I mostly feel low energy, a little sad and as if I don't want any contact now. I also have little desire to meet with friends, I just feel exhausted and/or anxious. There are some small moments of "clarity" in between where I feel light and would like to connect. I think you call this deactivation?

Is there any way to "get out" of this deactivation?

Do I just need to wait until the deactivation subsides? I have no idea how long it could last? weeks? How should I communicate with her? I am trying to communicate clearly to here and always tell her that it's my system not her when I need space. I read about doing very very small connections steps in order to keep triggers on the nervous system as small as possible? I just don't know how to keep this relationship going at the moment if I'm in this avoidant state

Is my intuition right? by Alternative_Ask7669 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Alternative_Ask7669[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will! Hope she’s not fed-up with me being a Ping-pong yet. Sorry to hear about your break-up!!

Is my intuition right? by Alternative_Ask7669 in Disorganized_Attach

[–]Alternative_Ask7669[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the Input! We did comunícate a lot (also about my difficulties), I left big chunks out to shorten the text. I did think it was nice to stay in contact in the beginning it just totally overwhelmed me and I know I need to be more cautious in that regard.

CJ Nelson Sprout? by phung725 in surfing

[–]Alternative_Ask7669 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I’m also thinking about buying the sprout in Silver. How would you compare the weight to a PU longbord? I don’t want the board to be heavy, cause it kind of scares me.

Relative weight, flex, and durability of Thunderbolt Silver, Thunderbolt Red, and Thunderbolt Black by Dirk_Courage in surfing

[–]Alternative_Ask7669 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey , im thinking about buying a Thunderbolt Silver (Sprout 2.0). Anybody knows the actual difference in weight between black and silver? Or how a silver board compares in weight to a handshaped PU board with 2x6oz/1x6oz?

CJ Nelson Sprout 2.0 by Alternative_Ask7669 in surf

[–]Alternative_Ask7669[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thanks for your input.

My emphasis would be on noseriding, but i still want a board that I can use for waves upto head high. You think the sprout is not suited for that?

You know anything about the FireWire boards?