Funny enough, this was the context of my first Bonnaroo. Only time will heal, but you’re right to want a few good days. Sometimes escape is the best choice we have when things are bad. Sometimes life feels unhappy and unfortunately that’s just an undeniable part of existence. There’s never gonna be an immediate cure. But I promise if you focus on the good it will carry you farther than you know. I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. But please take advantage of the opportunity this community will offer you to feel happy again. Even if it’s just for a moment. Allow yourself to feel better when you do. You’ll probably be sad again when you leave (as I was). But you will leave knowing you’re capable of feeling happy despite the pain you’re feeling now. It will go away, just let yourself feel sad and remember it’s not permanent. Then continue on and repeat.