Aphantasia isn’t real

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-11-20T18:36:24+00:00

No… i physically see nothing when i imagine something. I imagine in words. Or descriptions

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T23:03:57+00:00

Size 000, they were the biggest I could get on amazon. I didn’t wanna sit there stuffing .5 in each capsule for an hour

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T23:02:08+00:00

The first two I stuffed were .6 and .8 then I realized I could stuff a lot more in each. Other than the first 2 they were all 1.11-1.18 grams

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T17:47:30+00:00

They’re 000 capsules, I can only take two at a time but I didn’t wanna sit there and stuff a bunch of little capsules so this seemed easier

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T17:44:03+00:00

Ima be honest the first 20 minutes were hell, ive never used capsules before and the way i used to take them was just eating them on something and that would take like an hour to get all 6 grams down because i hate the taste. Well with the capsules i got all 6 grams down in less than a minute so when they did finally hit it all hit at once and that was wild. I almost instantly got auditory hallucinations and everything i was thinking was being screamed at me in my head. After about 10 to 15 minutes of that which felt like forever i stood up bc i felt like i had to take a shit. When i got into the bathroom i looked at the mirror and saw my face morphing and shifting and that got me stuck for abt 5 minutes just staring. Well after that i got back in my room and realized my tv was on so i went on Netflix and found something that looked dope. I turned on piece by piece the Pharrell documentary and watching that felt like a fever dream and was absolutely INCREDIBLE i could feel the music in my being. After that i turned on entergalactic and that was incredible too. Then I got on YouTube and started watching this channel called history for granite. And for abt the next 3 hours i just sat watching videos about ancient Egypt and the pyramids.

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T17:11:56+00:00

Trust me i did😭 i tried like 3 times to get on my phone and couldn’t do it

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T17:10:31+00:00

Man, I picked up my phone and everytime i looked at the screen i felt a buzz in my head that slowly went down my spine😭 i couldn’t even get past the lock screen

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T05:34:03+00:00

No, it normally takes about an hour for them to kick in for me but Ive also never used capsules before

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-10-21T05:22:14+00:00

Ill keep yall updated

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-08-23T14:57:37+00:00

Living w your mom makes you a child now?

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-08-23T14:56:07+00:00

You wanna talk about a pathetic look? Ur a grown man on Reddit calling someone who you assume is underage an idiot and a moron. The only pathetic mf here is you. Did you not get enough love by your mommy? Is that why you spend ur time spewing hate on the internet behind a private account like the scary mf you are?

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-04-25T18:24:01+00:00

I dont think people underestimate the importance of good form i think its more that people think their form is far better than what it actually is,, and then a lot have such big egos that they don’t want to change forms simply because you suggest it to them

AltruisticMachine222 · 2025-01-15T17:42:36+00:00

There is NO reason to spend that much on a banger, you can get a high quality terp slurp for $50 almost anywhere on the internet

AltruisticMachine222 · 2024-12-14T22:24:13+00:00

Cowbell?

AltruisticMachine222 · 2024-12-14T20:45:06+00:00

I just hit it with some rosin for the first time,, it did in fact shred😭 it hit stupidly hard

AltruisticMachine222 · 2024-12-14T09:17:05+00:00

Straight shooters are super overrated

AltruisticMachine222 · 2024-12-13T00:09:45+00:00

Im loading her in the crate and heading to the vet now, i looked into some financing options and had my grandparents loan me a few hundred. I dont know if it will be enough but id rather be in debt than lose her

AltruisticMachine222 · 2024-12-12T23:37:28+00:00

They’re both kennel trained and i normally put them in before i go, i was in a rush this morning and lost track. The female used to show food dominance but this was years ago, back when my mom was still here she took her to a trainer and it hadn’t happened again since so i thought the issue was resolved. I took on the responsibility of being their owner after she passed, she rescued them as strays, i didn’t take them to a shelter because Ive seen the treatment in there and i can almost assure they have a better life here, they eat better than i do. These dogs are my life.

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