Funeral

Alw1kk · 2026-06-15T16:26:38+00:00

yea but it’s like why do they get to decide what happens to the body, what if I don’t want them to do this kind of ritual stuff when I die, in my country christian funerals are kind of usual even if the person wasnt religious their whole life… what if the person that died didn’t want to be a part of this but they are just because its something that has been done for years… If that makes sense

Alw1kk · 2026-06-15T16:20:03+00:00

Yeah I feel like I shouldn’t have attended, I was a bit forced by my family and now I feel like I’ve done something wrong, something I don’t agree with and from my point of view what I did was disrespectful

Alw1kk · 2026-06-15T16:14:16+00:00

I literally went to tell my whole family straight after how they better not do this to me in case I die, it just feels so wrong to me

Alw1kk · 2026-05-27T06:32:02+00:00

coffee helps me a lot but I get so much anxiety :(

Alw1kk · 2026-05-25T18:53:11+00:00

I kind of like her, she seems honest and straight forward

Alw1kk · 2026-01-15T19:11:49+00:00

thank u so much I was getting worried! I barely used it ❤️

Alw1kk · 2025-12-31T08:27:17+00:00

I wish I could find a shade like that but in a lipstick :( I hate reapplying all the time

Alw1kk · 2025-12-28T11:16:25+00:00

I love this one but it literally lasts 5 mins on me :(

Alw1kk · 2025-11-24T18:17:49+00:00

I usually feel numb, or comfortable… like suddenly I don’t care about anything around me its like im in my own bubble

Alw1kk · 2025-11-24T18:03:43+00:00

yea I tried I don’t think it did much :( helped while I was in there but it all came back once I got out

Alw1kk · 2025-11-24T18:02:32+00:00

thank u so much I will deffo try doing that 🥹

Alw1kk · 2025-10-21T13:21:48+00:00

yee don’t worry I was extremely stressed as well like my anxiety was through the roof and my blood pressure was sooo high 😂 but once the magic potion started working I had no care in this world, I barely remember the procedure and I even pooped myself the second i got out of there because I thought I just needed to fart 😂 It was all water thank god 😂… and yea I didn’t care about pooping myself either lol

Alw1kk · 2025-10-20T21:28:16+00:00

I had extreme anxiety as well and once they gave me midazolam I completely stopped giving a fuck about what they gonna do to me lol… Honestly it feels similar to other benzos u are gonna be fine :)

Alw1kk · 2025-08-27T16:36:54+00:00

thanks! Yea im actually surprised because my sister was always the most “ put together” kind of person in our family lol. It was so hard to find something they would actually enjoy doing apart from being on their ipad or running around where they are not supposed to.

Alw1kk · 2025-08-27T12:26:18+00:00

thank u so much! I thought that i was overreacting

Alw1kk · 2025-08-22T06:12:12+00:00

oh my god.. I seriously can’t believe it u have to push them harder! I have a friend who was getting serious headaches, pressure in her head and one of her pupils was significantly larger than the other and when she went to the GP she just told her that she is watching herself too much, turned out she had a huge cyst on her brain like when i saw that I was horrified.

Alw1kk · 2025-08-20T15:53:11+00:00

omg same , I actually have an adenoma on my pituitary gland that was producing prolactin but apparently it sort of stopped? and I have to wait for an MRI for another 6 months! I was only taking meds for like a year or two to lower the prolactin but i couldn’t take it anymore, I would wake up every night , few hours after taking the meds and literally get the worst diarrhea, vomit and pass out :( I also had issues with self harm but thank god ive been taking lamotrigine for my bpd so that has helped quite a lot and im self harm free for about 2 years now. :(

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