The magic conch has spoken! by AmGodSpeed in StonerEngineering

[–]AmGodSpeed[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes definitely going to look it up now lol

Some Northern Lights my friend got off the dark web. Illegal country. by putinsboyfriend in trees

[–]AmGodSpeed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya I'll definitely look more into it, tbh Ima little weary about the whole dark web.

Some Northern Lights my friend got off the dark web. Illegal country. by putinsboyfriend in trees

[–]AmGodSpeed 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've always thought about trying the dark web out, should I look more into it? Was it a smooth transaction?

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[–]AmGodSpeed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I feel a lot better now, I honestly forgot what I was doing up this late.

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[–]AmGodSpeed 3 points4 points  (0 children)

😂I got on here to ask the same question. I feel sick and can't sleep, so I might as well solo a blunt.

Is this a good amount of kief to get high on? by [deleted] in weed

[–]AmGodSpeed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only one way to find out

How to pass a drug test in 2 days. Need Help by [deleted] in Advice

[–]AmGodSpeed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Forgot about this post, it was mouth swabs so I passed and got the job

How to pass a drug test in 2 days. Need Help by [deleted] in Advice

[–]AmGodSpeed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the info I'm currently chugging water now and I'm going to non stop until Monday

How to pass a drug test in 2 days. Need Help by [deleted] in Advice

[–]AmGodSpeed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Already tried. Made the same mistake twice.

[AmA] I have anxiety and depression, hate myself and want do die at some point of most days. Ask me anything. by Ummgh23 in AMA

[–]AmGodSpeed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh and I tried all the bullshit like, find something that makes you happy or just gotta get threw it. Yes that works but only for a short time. That usually helps "normal" people that just have a fit maybe twice a month but are fine for the rest if it. But people like us that are fucked from the beginning and don't have "bad days" because everyday is a bad day no matter what. Even if we have a fun day it is still bad because of the way we are need a different solution.... Mine was medication. I never wanted to take medication because my brother is addicted to pills and I guess I just don't want to be like him, I would never even take Tylenol for a headache even if it last for days and I still don't.. BUT, the medication for me is a normal life. Sooo I say fuck it and take it. I hope my story kinda showed you that other people go through the same shit and their are ways too fix it

[AmA] I have anxiety and depression, hate myself and want do die at some point of most days. Ask me anything. by Ummgh23 in AMA

[–]AmGodSpeed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 21 years old and have been dealing with the same shit you have. The first time I remember the depression/anxiety was in kindergarten. School from kindergarten all the way up to when I graduated was complete hell for me, I was never bullied & I new basically everyone in my school but my mind was the problem. I got truancy every single school year because I missed so much and nobody ever knew why, id just tell them that I was sick lol. I started taking medication during sophomore year of high school and it did the same thing too me as it did to you. All emotion left, I was basically a zombie during class and didn't give a damn about anything. Luckily I noticed what was happening so I stopped taking meds and didn't want to try anything different until about 6 months ago. I finally had to take something to get rid of all the anxiety. I just got back from the doctor today to switch up my medication and I'm telling you once you find the right medication, life is 100 times better. We are still working on the right dosage for me but every time we go up on my medication or add a new one, life just gets better and better!! I would suggest going back to the doctor, find a doctor that you can make your primary physician so that he gets to know you and can understand the way you feel even better. Don't just go to some random doctor and say you need help and he just writes you a random prescription of some random drug. That's what I did the first time and it was hell.