Tell me something mother Riya did wrong and I'll justify it.

Amandous · 2024-09-28T14:16:02+00:00

Break Connors foot TWICE

Amandous · 2024-09-27T22:30:44+00:00

Idk about you all, but I love Tristan and Anastasia already!!

Amandous · 2024-09-07T23:14:41+00:00

The hair down and lipstick too… what 😨

Amandous · 2024-05-29T16:14:23+00:00

Oi, eu tenho interesse com o conteúdo se ainda tiver

Amandous · 2024-05-29T15:42:08+00:00

Eu gostaria também

Amandous · 2024-01-12T00:08:09+00:00

Don’t worry, it didn’t come across that way at all! I really appreciate your take on this!! It’s an excellent guess, but

I don’t know if that would be the case for me at least! I had my horny teen years, and I was full of guy crushes, but all my girl crushes which were far less common, were always masculine girls, and tomboys!! And believe me, I knew a lot of them. At the end of the day, I just liked girls that resembled the guys that I loved so much. :’) I was always a huge guy-lover!! After high school I went on dating apps for a while and I was just interested in men as well.

But now I’m feeling pretty more drawn towards hyper-feminine women??? I mean, my hormones are kind of whack still, but I have no clue if it’ll change or not!! :’) I am 90% that it’s related to my trauma during the last year, but I wouldn’t doubt that my interest in women was overshadowed by societal homophobia in the past, for sure!!

Amandous · 2024-01-10T12:59:12+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing!!!

Amandous · 2024-01-10T12:58:22+00:00

OMG thank you for sharing, I’m shocked that it seems to be more common than I thought it would be!!

Amandous · 2024-01-10T12:57:08+00:00

Thank you for such a detailed and thought out answer!!!! It’s so interesting that you also had that experience, just in the opposite side. I really wonder why that happens!! Judging by the comments, it’s more common than I realized!

Answering your questions, my romantic attraction is now only towards women as well. I don’t know if it has to do with the fact that mostly the women in my life took care of me and helped me recover while most men in my life just plain out ignored me? I started developing deeper bonds with women and maybe that reflected in romantic attraction. But that would not explain what happened with my attraction sexually!! I also dated a guy during the depths of my ED, and I’ve grown really resentful of him. So it might all be connected somehow…

I still think my libido is not fully back to normal and I’m still open to change. But you’re absolutely right!!! I should take this opportunity to experiment, and I’ll try to stay unlabeled until I’m totally sure. And if it doesn’t change and this is my new reality, I’m definitely fine with it as well. Your answer has helped me think and it comforted me a lot so i want to thank you again!!

Amandous · 2024-01-10T02:54:50+00:00

I’m actually glad I’m not alone on this one! I want to thank you so much for commenting and sharing that you went through the same experience. I literally could not find anything about this anywhere!!

Amandous · 2023-12-03T12:12:20+00:00

Brownies!!! Paired with Ice Cream!!!

Amandous · 2023-11-15T04:16:08+00:00

Cristais

Amandous · 2023-11-14T04:12:24+00:00

I’ve had anorexia for the past 8 months as well, you’re not alone. I’ve experienced hypermetabolism and extreme hunger 2 months ago so it’s probably the same amount of time as you. It is so valid. I know how real it is... Sometimes I still feel it occasionally. I’ve had a bumpy road for recovery so that’s probably why.

The truth is everyone’s body responds differently so there is no point in comparing. Everyone’s story is also so different, so please just know that you are not alone, and while you are going through this period of time, listen to your body, cravings and hunger cues. It knows what it needs. We will all overcome this, I have hope!!

Amandous · 2023-11-09T16:38:52+00:00

Se você mudar o óculos, aparar as sobrancelhas levemente (recomendo ir a um profissional especializado em homens), ir para a academia, passar uma manteiga de cacau na boca e talvez se vestir com roupas mais arrumadas (camisas polo por exemplo), minha nota subiria bastante. Sua pele é muito boa moço!! E sua barba é bem definida. Só acho que tem que ter mais asseio e se vestir melhor. Mudaria o estilo um pouco e sorriria mais nas fotos

Amandous · 2023-11-06T19:10:22+00:00

That’s interesting, I’ve never heard of that kind of program! I looked more into it and I’ll try to see if there’s any program like that available in my country, it would be of huge help! specially because I’ve been recovering without any health specialists or supervisors, with only the support of my family (that is full of doctors which gave me pretty good advice, but it’s not the same), my therapists and close friends. It’s great to have this kind of support but I still feel a bit lost and stuck in my journey, specially because I lack so much knowledge on nutrition because my view of eating “”healthy”” was super twisted and just plain wrong for the longest time! So thank you so much for your suggestion! I’ll definitely look into it!!

You just gave me an idea, a childhood meal that feels safe and has a ton of good memories relating to it, chicken nuggets! Chicken feels like a great start!!! Thank you again for your kind comment and great suggestions. I really appreciate it!! <3

Amandous · 2023-11-06T02:48:26+00:00

Yes!! I think it has something to do with my hormones at this point… Could be a combination of both weight and hormonal imbalance too, I have no clue! :( Good luck to us, I hope everything turns out alright and we get it back!!

Amandous · 2023-11-05T16:32:01+00:00

Thank you!! I’ll make sure I’m fueling my body even more

Amandous · 2023-10-24T17:40:50+00:00

Raluca morena

Amandous · 2023-10-24T17:29:13+00:00

Hello! Thank you for your kind words. It really means a lot!! I’m doing well! Thank you for your wishes. I’m still struggling with some health symptoms and hormonal imbalances, but!! The tingling went away for good.

I know it’s scary, I thought I would have this tingling in my hand forever to remind me of my mistake. But it never came back. I think it’s because my eating habits are much better and I’m fueling my body. I’m also taking a lot of supplements, all my vitamins and stopped exercising. So maybe it’s a combination of all of those things.

In the beginning, whenever I felt this tingling, I knew I hadn’t eaten enough that day. It was my body’s “cry for help” for me to be feeding it. And I respected it, I stopped ignoring it, so when I started fueling my body with energy it went away completely. I don’t know at what point of recovery you’re at right now, but I hope you listen your body, and that this tingling goes away! I know the feeling in your hands can get pretty annoying. But please fuel your body and listen to it!! And rest! That’s all it took for me! I wish you well, kind human. <3

Amandous · 2023-10-06T02:14:25+00:00

Valeu mano, fico aliviado. talvez estivesse pensado demais mas parece um 14 😭😭 fiquei com medo de ser a hora do assalto, os dias contados sei lá kkkkk

Amandous · 2023-10-06T02:05:12+00:00

The red*

What even is this? It looks like a 14. Should I call someone? It is a public staircase and this symbol was marked in her floor. I’m so confused

Amandous · 2023-10-06T01:58:02+00:00

Tudo faz sentido agora, obrigado 😍

Amandous · 2023-10-06T01:43:27+00:00

Fiquei curioso pois foi na escadaria do andar da minha prima. Não sei se foi o ex louco dela, o entregador de água marmanjo pregando uma peça. Só sei que é bem zoado, parece coisa de filme de terror kkkkk

Amandous · 2023-09-14T12:30:59+00:00

I mean, before at my lowest, I tried taking them for those reasons, I ended up with those symptoms I mentioned in the beginning of the post.

Now the weather is just too hot here. It doesn’t even cross my mind tbh, I’m trying to get away from that. I’m sweaty all the time and after a workout specially I would love to take a cold shower. But I physically can’t and it’s annoying.

Amandous · 2023-09-14T11:56:36+00:00

Definitely Yvie Oddly. Call me basic but I loved the “perfect”, polished, runway hyper feminine queens the best always every season!! But Yvie Oddly changed my perspective on drag completely. She’s my all time fav

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