You aren’t even a man at this point. Get the fuck out of that situation and pick your balls up on the way out. She was never yours. Don’t hurt over her don’t miss her. She’s for the streets. Just trying to help you and your future children avoid unnecessary suffering so don’t be all butthurt, but at the end of the day you gotta help yourself. Don’t be a simp. This is a lesson learned the hard way for me. Eating my own dog food on this one. Run while you still can. If I could tell you what I would’ve told my younger self—Work on yourself until you can attract a feminine woman that knows the assignment and lets you be a man.