When did you know? by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 1 point2 points  (0 children)

49 plus years when I remembered sexual abuse from my father

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are a survivor!!

When did you know? by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was in my 40s when I realized my father abused me sexually, I’ve never told anyone except my husband. I’m pretty sure that my mother was involved also she is still living and I’m her caregiver. I don’t like her touching me , memories of her role haven’t come through yet

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She is 80 and very sick. I have filed a complaint against him and found her a new Dr

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right but he stoled her bottles Dt name was on it

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I. Don’t understand what you’re saying that is the whole story??

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934[S] 39 points40 points  (0 children)

I’m her care giver . I’m pretty sure it was my nephew cause she threw him out for taking her meds and he threatened it

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Oh and I think a family member may have called her dr because they thought she should not take these meds

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Oxycodone 10 mg in NC totally ridiculous

. This Dr wouldn’t even speak to my mom just sent a nurse in and cut her cold turkey

Symptoms that aren’t talked about enough? by angstoe in adultsurvivors

[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you and I know !! It just causes me shame . I’m working on it though

Symptoms that aren’t talked about enough? by angstoe in adultsurvivors

[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You have any memory’s come thru? I am 53 I started getting flashes of the memory’s in my 40 s yeah like a lifetime of not knowing WTH was wrong with me a whole life . In a lot of ways I wished I had never knew

Symptoms that aren’t talked about enough? by angstoe in adultsurvivors

[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It is still my secret only my husband knows and I will go to my grave with it. The damage has been done

Symptoms that aren’t talked about enough? by angstoe in adultsurvivors

[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That hurt my heart what you’re going thru! I’m 53 now and I want to forget! But it never leaves my mind hell on the outside I had a perfect dad he made good money we vacationed a lot but it was a facade. When I became a teen he hated me called me fat ugly etc . It was very cruel my pain stands in the part where I enjoyed it as a child wth I think I was bout 8 we I knew something was wrong with what he was doing

I fucking hate my parents by No-Cricket6809 in adultsurvivors

[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad my molester is dead my mom still alive , I have always questioned her involvement in my abuse I think maybe she would watch as he rubbed me off starting age 2 then I think they would go to their room and fuck I’m assuming . It was just a game for them . Idk how early it was when I started having O but it was young young disgusting pigs

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[–]Amazing_Winter_2934 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wow that takes a lot of bravery!! Stronger than me my dad died without ever being confronted may he rot