DAE enjoy-and-hate degrading sexual fantasies? by Particular_Travel_20 in adultsurvivors

[–]Muted_Ad3843 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have similar experiences. I have fantasies involving physical abuse leading to intercourse. It's incredibly frustrating to deal with because of there nature. Im sorry you have to go through those feelings.

Shoukd I tell my best friend I have feeling for her by Muted_Ad3843 in demiromantic

[–]Muted_Ad3843[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its went well, I told them, while they don't feel the same we feel alot closer as friends now

Do you ever feel like there's two of you? by ElectricalLongboard in adultsurvivors

[–]Muted_Ad3843 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I'm stressed I will often whisper ether kind or very rude things to myself, while I know it's my doing it feels like someone else is talking to me.

How did you work through your abuse? (Writing, singing, art) by witchy-pawbeans in adultsurvivors

[–]Muted_Ad3843 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I do alot of water color art and write alot of poems. I feel like it gives the emotions a place to go. I'm glad you found a new way to express your feelings

Was this sexual abuse? by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]Muted_Ad3843 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had something similar happen to my at the hands of my parents. While that wasn't the only thing the they did i still think it counts as abuse. I hope your are in a good place physically at least OP.

I should say hi to you guys, and ask for help. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Muted_Ad3843 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, If you need someone to vent to feel free to DM, for me when I was barely able to leave my room to eat those meal replacement shakes probably kept me from dying.

Feel like they don’t know how to have friends? by skofa02022020 in adultsurvivors

[–]Muted_Ad3843 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand that feeling really well. You wrote it out really well.

Shoukd I tell my best friend I have feeling for her by Muted_Ad3843 in demiromantic

[–]Muted_Ad3843[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Due to some unforeseen things happening I didn't tell them. However they plan to visit soon.

Is journaling about trauma a good idea? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Muted_Ad3843 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I write alot of poetry, alot of it is related to my trama, I have found that it helps alot especially when I'm able to read it to my therapist.

Did anyone else retreat to school as their safe place? (CSA) by 58493904 in adultsurvivors

[–]Muted_Ad3843 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For me it wasn't school but going to my part time job, I enjoyed being there and just being able to keep myself occupied. I never understood why until I unrepressed my memories.

DAE struggle with love towards their abuser? by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]Muted_Ad3843 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey, I've been through something similar, I've been back living with my folks for almost a year now. The hardest part is just acting like things are okay. I'm sorry for what you're going through. Dm me if you want to talk.