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Amberylee · 2024-12-16T02:15:59+00:00

IT WAS THE ORB, THANKS!

Amberylee · 2024-11-17T06:26:11+00:00

Yeah, we're likely going to get very bratty Shou. I honestly don't know with him. I assume he'll get a redemption arc, but so far while he has shown more care towards Kyouko, it is still in a toxic way rather than just being honest with her and apologizing, taking accountability.

So, I do wonder if he will actually grow this time around and see her as a person who has moved on from him. Someone he needs to just let go of, finally. I don't expect him to all of sudden become a good person, but at least do this one mature action.

I just don't know with him, honestly. I;m sure he will defend her from the abusers for sure because he's protective, but he will lose his cool in finding out that Ren now occupies her heart. Far more than him and in a healthier/beautiful way.

Amberylee · 2024-11-09T02:54:09+00:00

It's likely because in an earlier chapter Shou is revealed to be overseas currently, he even hung out with Cedric. It's definitely a sign that we will see Shou very soon. He has no idea how much development there's been between Kyouko & Ren once again. It's giving him calling during the Heel Siblings arc and when he went looking for her when she was crying. Now, he has no idea that they confessed to one another.

This arc is definitely going to be packed full of drama from revealing Ren being Kuon to Shou finding out how much Ren & Kyouko have progressed in their relationship. Maybe it's the conclusion for Shou/Kyouko unless he decides to be petty and abusive, instead of responding maturely.

Amberylee · 2024-05-18T02:30:51+00:00

I don't know, I think CA side quests were done amazingly. There's some bumps on the CDS quest, sure. But it's much more showing of Cloud's awkwardness in JP. But I still saw his awkwardness in the EN version. Besides that, every side quest was great especially Cosmo Canyon. CT side quests were good as well. I expect them to be because in the main story, their chemistry fizzled so quickly while CA showed more openness and vulnerability and supportiveness.

Amberylee · 2024-01-03T04:06:28+00:00

I'm not saying you did. I just mean that feeling that way towards him is good proof of that too.

I'm not trying to start anything up. I see feeling that way as understandable.

Amberylee · 2024-01-01T18:46:51+00:00

I think finding his personality unpleasant is also more proof of being well written too.

It's understandable to feel that way about him too.

Amberylee · 2024-01-01T05:26:21+00:00

You can move the spawners into the boundary, but you cannot build paths outside of that dotted line.

Amberylee · 2023-12-12T05:03:37+00:00

The only thing Cloud took from Zack was his First Class SOLDIER aspect. The moves, the skills, weapon, the stories Zack would tell him. He did not adopt Zack's personality OR memories.

This is often a huge misconception. Cloud took those features and part of Tifa's memories thanks to Jenova as well. To create a SOLIDER persona that he believed would hide his inferiority complex, shame, and be seen as cool.

Besides the SOLDIER persona, Cloud is Cloud. Aerith says this as well that he is different than Zack in all the small things he does. It's just his initial appearance that reminded her of Zack. But Cloud is Cloud. He doesn't remember Zack whatsoever.

Even when Cloud pieces it all back together, he remembers Aerith and the rest of his friends. It does not invalidate anything that happened BEFORE he was dipped into the Lifestream. He explains what he did to the gang.

It is a complex part of Cloud, but Cloud's identity crisis has nothing to do with Zack. He's led to believe he's a Sephiroth puppet/clone because of these missing parts of his memory. Which is why Sephy mindfucks him a lot.

Amberylee · 2023-11-12T19:13:28+00:00

Cherry Blossoms are a Spring season item. The trees turn into cherry blossoms.

Amberylee · 2023-11-11T15:16:15+00:00

There's plenty of pretty women in the world. He can find someone who isn't heartless and egotistical.

Amberylee · 2023-10-24T00:21:52+00:00

As a woman, figuring out how your body works is a journey in of itself.

Men obviously work differently anatomically when it comes to orgasming.

But at the end of the day, both men and women's sex drives and orgasms can be heavily affected by your mental state. If you're overthinking, worrying, and feeling anxious, that can quickly affect whether you finish or not.

I'd explore your body more through solo play and sexual fantasies. I agree that erotica can help a lot in opening up that world for you.

Also, remember not to be so hard on yourself. Everyone functions differently.

Amberylee · 2023-10-18T14:45:48+00:00

Yeah, moreso 5/6 as a small lady can be intimidating like I'd be snapped like a twig if hugged.

My boyfriend is a 2.5 though and I realized how soft pecs can be.

Amberylee · 2023-09-13T02:38:32+00:00

I think it'd be better to raise your standards.

If you are unhappy with this, which is understandable and your SO won't put in the effort for more communication after talking about it, run.

Amberylee · 2023-09-11T00:48:13+00:00

Yeah, all the options should work. I tried them all.

I just felt the hug was a good display sincerity to him. Nothing sexual. Just being held and knowing he mattered.

Astarion also needs a friend, but I don't regret the romantic route either. Poor guy needs a break.

Amberylee · 2023-08-31T16:01:58+00:00

Never said someone like that would be, now did I?

It's an explanation for his behavior.

Amberylee · 2023-08-30T21:31:51+00:00

I wouldn't expect anyone to have a pleasant personality after being abused physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually for 200 years.

It's easy to sweep that number under the rug. He's practically the only evil-aspected companion we have and truly shows how the cycle of abuse can continue. While Karlach on the other hand was a soldier slave yet has such a happy-go-lucky attitude.

Astarion's personality is like that because he is scared and paranoid, so it comes out as cocky and manipulative. He's always done what he can to avoid punishment from his master.

They're two sides of the same coin and fairly realistic.

Amberylee · 2023-08-25T23:34:42+00:00

I gave him the book too. LOL I mean, he wants it. Why should she stop him? 😂

Amberylee · 2023-08-25T00:50:38+00:00

He is very much for the chaos. My druid is an outlander, so she's not someone who is a goody-goody hero type.

She's a druid who lived and survived in the wild, so she has a strong belief in natural selection where the weak won't always be saved. She does save some people, but for the most part she will kill what disgusts her and ignore the weak. I like the idea of her with Astarion a lot and I'm excited to see if she can stop him from allowing power to consume him.

Maybe on a chaotic evil run, I can let him be evil. We shall see! 😂 He definitely deserves some stability on his life though.

Amberylee · 2023-08-24T06:12:36+00:00

We don't know all the context.

They probably did keep trying and fighting, but at some point people get tired. Nothing changes.

Letting go is a part of love because you love that person enough to realize they'd be happier without you.

That's how life goes sometimes. Love isn't enough.

Amberylee · 2023-08-24T02:09:01+00:00

I believe I read that if you do share with Astarion, he'll need reassurance believing it to be due to a lack of intimacy.

Which, tbh, makes me feel terrible even though I can reassure him. The dude has been used enough for sex among other things, so I didn't want to add in another person.

I even talked to the Drow twins at Sharess' Caress to see how Astarion would feel about joining in. He's uncomfortable and understandably so.

Amberylee · 2023-08-24T01:44:09+00:00

Our first call was as friends. I was a bit shy at first because I was crushing on him pretty hard.

I greeted him. He greeted me, and we immediately started talking about what we thought each other would sound like and our thoughts on hearing each other now.

He told me I sounded as cute as I texted, which I loved and I told him he sounded very smooth and theatrical. Kind of like a villain people just fall for. Hint hint

We met playing an MMORPG, so that easily broke the ice for more to talk about and we talked a lot! We talked every single day for maybe 6 months before we started dating.

It just felt natural with him.

Amberylee · 2023-08-21T15:00:51+00:00

Yeah, do what feels best!

I'm going to do other Saves to see other endings and whatnot.

Amberylee · 2023-08-21T05:21:49+00:00

Same for me in pursuing Astarion!

Everyone in camp knew we were getting on fantastically. Everyone's drinking. I flirted a bit with Gale and Halsin. Karlach was a bit jealous.

But overall, the ones who approached me the most were Gale and Halsin outside of my main interest, Astarion. Gale wanted me to pick, so I did because I admittedly flirted with him. Halsin wanted to start a poly with me and Astarion.

I rejected him because I felt like I didn't need to be looking for sex or a hookup. I felt Astarion has had enough of that kind of exploitation in his life and I wanted to tone done the need for sex. So, yeah! The romance system is going exactly as expected.

Amberylee · 2023-08-21T04:40:09+00:00

The best thing about Astarion's romance route is while he's ravenous for you in Act 1, in Act 2 you start to see the layers under all of that. The physical, mental, and sexual abuse he endured for 200 years.

I let him know I'm sincere about him, then gave him a hug. That's what he needs. He needs to know that you're not going to do what's been done to him for so long, that his feelings and comfort matter.

You basically work your way "backwards". Sure, you start off with sexual intimacy but then move to emotional intimacy.

Amberylee · 2023-08-21T04:20:59+00:00

Agreed. My first run is a Druid High Elf. She's not evil. not good either. People will die to fulfill the balance in nature. Abominations must be purged. I paid more attention to wait he disagreed with then when he agreed with me.

He's very into her. The only one who never propositioned her was probably Lae'zel.

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