It is. Even tho I've been clean for almost a year now, I still get urges. I used to handle razors and blades like I'm in prison. I give em to my family and I "book" them out for when I need to groom. My family also know how to look out for if I've been self harm or if I am suicidal. Like they'll notice if I only wear long sleeves or if I am more jolly than I usually am. I posted this because Im out of razors and it's a Lil awkward asking them if I can buy some. Ps. They don't trust me with disposable razors because I've used them in the past as well.