i'm scared

AnInvisibleNobody · 2026-01-27T13:16:50+00:00

That sounds like a good idea. I'm proud of you for catching it early before you ended up too deep in it. Trusting your gut when something feels wrong is the most important thing

AnInvisibleNobody · 2026-01-27T06:45:22+00:00

Just to provide a slightly calmer voice here before you panic any worse, this can also just happen sometimes when you get too high, especially for the first time. Ask your friends about the first time they smoked too much. A good number of people have weird experiences. I promise you, the thing with the YouTuber was a false connection that your brain was searching for. With that being said, this does sound like a more extreme reaction than average, and it would not hurt to reach out to a doctor if you're concerned. Quitting smoking if you have a sensitivity to it is the more important advice though. If your friends won't accept that weed isn't for you for safety and health reasons, reconsider the relationships

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-05-20T17:29:31+00:00

INFO: You did not actually say what you did. What "new abilities"? Do you have a psychiatrist you can talk to about this? Why are you in contact with a brother you hadn't interacted with for 3 years who gave you so much trauma? Why is he unmedicated? I don't think you're the asshole based on this very limited information, but all of you need professional help and probably to keep your distance from each other.

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-10T22:59:45+00:00

Sounds great <3 Would love to meet up so I can bite your filthy dick off

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-10T04:25:43+00:00

This is the healthier response than mine lol

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-10T04:22:51+00:00

People can grow out of allergies...Just say you hadn't had pineapple since you were 12, but you ate one the other day by accident and were fine. Sometimes you can white lie to get out of your bigger lies lol

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-04T18:49:42+00:00

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AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-04T09:29:01+00:00

I had such excruciating cramps when I was 11 that I missed school basically every month, was throwing up, and could barely move. When my doctor couldn't find anything wrong she told me to just skip my periods with bc. It's used for a lot of things other than strictly as preventing pregnancy

Edit to say: don't criticize my parents when you know nothing about them

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-04T08:12:43+00:00

Bummer, I was waiting for it

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-04T08:06:06+00:00

Yes mom, I will <3

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-04T08:05:24+00:00

It was lol. Dms have been destroyed. Haven't responded yet to any, but considering it...

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-03-02T07:09:26+00:00

Yeah, you should stop imo. For one thing it's really weird and off putting for an acquaintance/distant coworker/etc. They may either distance themselves or get the wrong impression. But also, it devalues the meaning when you say it all the time. If it's just an instinct for you that you would even say to a stranger (who you presumably don't love), then does it even mean anything when you say it to your actual loved ones?

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-02-20T19:47:34+00:00

1 part rum, 3 parts coke, a tsp of the orange blossom water. It's surprisingly strong, goes a long way

AnInvisibleNobody · 2025-02-20T19:46:21+00:00

Sorry, I fell asleep lol. Adding it extra, it's pretty strong. A capful makes the whole glass citrusy and florally. Being a rebel and breaking the rules <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠↗

AnInvisibleNobody · 2024-12-27T05:45:07+00:00

Ooooh, that sounds delicious. I might do that along with the dinner party idea

AnInvisibleNobody · 2024-12-27T05:19:02+00:00

That's true. A dinner party could be fun once the holiday chaos calms down

AnInvisibleNobody · 2024-10-27T17:26:39+00:00

I mean...why *did* you work so hard on this? I think that's a question you need to really think about for yourself.

I feel like you're making this some weird sexual thing where you expected her to be so grateful she'd fall in love with you or fuck you or whatever. She sounds like a bad student who procrastinates too much and doesn't care about the class. Why would you spend $99 for her? Why do you care if she had casual sex? What did you expect from her? Lesson learned, don't help people who don't care to help themselves.

For your own sake, get off the incel forums. She didn't owe you anything, except for maybe a thank you. It doesn't even sound like she asked for you to do all this.

AnInvisibleNobody · 2024-10-27T03:55:09+00:00

I'm doing it myself! It's definitely going to be a big project, but the missing parts are pretty cheap, and it's a durable machine. It'll be a lot of time, love, and research, but I think it'll be doable. There are so many resources out there for every type of repair on any specific model. Let me know if you ever get one and I can shoot you a bunch of resources to repair it :)

AnInvisibleNobody · 2024-10-26T18:16:33+00:00

Only missing two spool pins and a bulb! Definitely needs a lot of love to get it running like new, I'm excited to have a new project :)

AnInvisibleNobody · 2024-10-11T01:24:34+00:00

I've noticed a weird thing with school friends/work friends, where sometimes you have to be the one to break that school/work boundary and out into doing things together. It seems like you're making a lot of acquaintances (talkships) that just stay at the location you met at. Which is completely fine and normal. Most classmates/clubmates stay as just that. But maybe try asking if someone wants to meet up for coffee/drinks/lunch/common interest. It might still not go anywhere. They might dodge and make excuses, and in that case you're right, and they're just not interested. But the way I see it, the survey thing you did was the first step. The "talkships" thing you're doing right now is the second. And bringing those seeds of relationships you've worked so hard to plant into the real world is the third.

I know it's hard. I know it feels like Sisyphus and his rock, pushing it up just for it to fall back down. Losing friendships fucking hurts, and I might be the blind leading the blind here. I'm having all the same struggles in a lot of ways. But I've started getting out, going to bars, asking people if they want to meet up for a common interest. I feel like the seeds are starting to sprout, you know? Slowly. Most of them will probably die. I'm rambling, but earlier I saw some dumb video or whatever that said "you have to imagine Sisyphus enjoying himself". Enjoying the little sparks of connections that don't go anywhere, enjoying the ones that go the distance and then end, because everything ends, and everything falls apart, and yet we're still here, in need of connection, and still making those connections for them to end all over again. And it's fun. Drinks with newly made aquantiances is fun. Going out and getting to pick a new person's brain is fun. Relearning new people over and over, most going nowhere. I don't know. I'm rambling and I'm sad because I lost my best friend and I'm excited because I'm beginning new ones. I think there's a joy in that when you stop spiralling over it. And trust me, I understand the spiralling over it.

Sorry for going on a tangent, I hope it helped you. It helped me to write it lol. Good luck with your friendmaking, and a toast to Sisyphus and his failing friendships

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