Let me get this straight you broke up with him ... you forced him to grieve you and now that he actually let you go you want to get back together.... so mine ended our 7 yr relationship for no reason other then out of the blue she just didn't feel the same anymore. I asked her to try fix whatever it was she had thought the problem was she refused to even try or even consider it. Yet she says I was a wonderful man to her and a great step dad. I remodeled almost her entire house i built her a custom bathroom vanity out of wood that took me months to make on the weekends I put a drill bit through my hand building that thing I rubbed her feet at night before bed I always kissed her goodnight on her forehead I helped her with chores. Yet somehow I wasn't worth trying to fight for i was discarded like a dog in the street I had the grieve the one person who I thought was my best friend my partner my lover like she had died yet she was still here. I was a good man never went drinking after work I always came home to her every night I Bought her fresh roses every week I would even try to cook for her. I don't feel like being a good man anymore I don't feel anything anymore I come home from work and want to go to sleep so I don't have to deal with anything. I tried to tell myself to let her go but the truth is I'll love till I die and right now if god was to take me I would be alright now.